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24th-Jul-2009 11:10 am - Christmas Haunting

“Get a move on Sammy.” Dean yelled outside of their room. “It’s going to take us all day to get to Nebraska.” He added throwing his duffel bag in the trunk of the Impala.

Sam eventually walked out of the room carrying his own bag and laptop not too particularly happy.

“Can’t we just relax this week?” Sam suggested throwing his bag in the back as well. “I mean, it’s almost Christmas and I for one would like to celebrate it once in a while.” Sam continued closing the trunk and walking to the passenger door. Dean stopped before stepping into the car and looked over to his brother.

“I can’t say I am surprised you feel this way Sammy but this Bed and Breakfast has already caused four deaths. I don’t know about you but I want to kill this Son of a Bitch before someone else dies on Christmas.” Dean pointed out before stepping into the driver’s seat. Sam just rolled is eyes in response and stepped into passenger’s seat. Dean then started the car and made their way out of Colorado into Nebraska only stopping for food and gas. “So what’s the information on this hotel?” Dean finally asked pulling out of the shell station.

“Well, the Argo Hotel was built in 1911 and it went down hill until it was bought and renovated in 1994 by a woman named Sandra McDonald.” Sam said pulling out a paper from the floor. “Turns out they found the bones of an infant cemented into the wall and after the hotel opened there have been a haunting ever since but nothing that led to death.”

“Until now.” Dean chimed in glancing over to Sam but Sam just nodded. “Hey Sammy did you get any food from that gas station? I’m starving.”

“Yeah I got a bag of cookies and some trail mix.” Sam answered lifting the bag from his feet.

“I knew you couldn’t lower yourself to just sugar.” Dean said grabbing the bag of cookies.

“Oh and I got you something else.” Sam laughed out grabbing a red hat and placing it on his brothers’ head.

“What the hell?”

“Come on give your best Santa impression.” Sam snorted out clapping his hands together.

“Get this thing off of me.” Dean grumbled out pulling the Santa’s hat from his head. “It looks better on you anyways Sammy.” Dean added throwing the hat at Sam’s head and letting out a little laugh.

“No it’s more your color.” Sam said throwing the hat back onto the ground.

Within a few hours they made it to Crofton, Nebraska just as the sun had set.

“Lets get a room at the nearest motel and then we can check out the hotel in the morning.” Dean suggested as they drove by the Argo Hotel. They found the cheapest motel just a block away from the hotel and unpacked their things into room 12. The room wasn’t much but livable for now. “I call the shower.” Dean announced throwing his bag onto the nearest bed as he walked into the bathroom. Before Sam could object the door was already closed so he just made himself comfortable on his bed. He was about to fall asleep when he heard the door open.

“Done.” Dean said as he walked out with a towel wrapped around his head and his boxers with a trail of steam following behind him.

“You leave me any hot water?” Sam asked stretching as he sat up from the bed.

“Never” Dean replied grabbing a fresh shirt from his bag.

“Why do you wrap a towel around your head?” Sam finally asked just before he entered the bathroom. Dean looked up as if he finally realized it was on his head. “It’s not like you have a lot of hair anyways.” Sam joked as he walked into the bathroom.

“I see chicks do it all the time. Thought I would give it a try.” Dean tried to explain as the door shut. The rest of the night was quite with only the sound of the television breaking the silence until they finally fell asleep.

“Dean wake up.” Sam said closing the front door carrying two coffees. Dean just grunted and slowly sat up reaching out his hand waiting for Sam to hand him his coffee.

“What time is it?” Dean grunted out taking a sip of his drink.

“About eight o’clock.” Sam answered checking the clock on the nightstand.

“Damn, can never get used to getting up so early.” Dean groaned out.

“It’s eight.” Sam said again thinking he didn’t hear him right.

“Exactly. For once I would like to sleep in until noon or something sometime.” Dean said rubbing the sleep out of his eyes.

“Get dressed so we can get this over with.” Sam finally said walking over to the table to research on his laptop.

Within minutes Dean was dressed and heading to the car with Sam close behind. They loaded up into the Impala and drove to the hotel.

“I called the owner and she agreed to meet us at the hotel. They temporarily closed it down after the fourth death.” Sam advised as they pulled into the hotel parking lot.

“Well that will make the job a lot easier.” Dean commented parking the car. They got out of the car and walked up to the front of the hotel to meet Mrs. McDonald.

“Hello Detectives.” The woman greeted as they walked up the steps to the door.

“Hello Mrs. McDonald.” Sam said shaking her hand. “I am Detective Brody we talked on the phone, and this is my partner Detective Hooper.”

“You can call me Sandra.” She said shaking Dean’s hand.

“Nice to meet you.” Dean said letting go of her hand. It didn’t pass Dean that she had beautiful blond hair and dark brown eyes but decided to back off knowing she was married.

They followed her into the hotel and stopped in the lobby.

“Nice tree.” Sam pointed out as they looked around.

“Yeah, we do it every year to make it feel like a home away from home. It’s just unfortunate those people died.” Sandra responded looking at the decorated Christmas tree.

“So the deaths happened in one room in this hotel?” Sam questioned trying to get her attention but she just nodded.

“Oh wait the last death happened in the basement.” She answered turning back to Sam gripping her necklace. “ The maintenance man, very sweet man too.” She added lowering her head. “This place just gives me the creeps now.”

“You said on the phone that people reported that there were sightings of intruders roaming the halls? Is that correct?” Sam asked getting to the point.

“Yes, actually in room 204, the same room those poor people were killed.” Sandra answered looking up at the ceiling.

“If you don’t mind we would like to investigate the room” Sam said placing his hand on her shoulder.

“Sure, sure I’ll be waiting outside if you gentlemen need me.” She said smiling at them before heading outside. “Oh and the key to the room is on the counter.” Sandra added before walking out the door.

Dean walked to the counter while Sam started up the steps to the room. Just a few steps from the stairs was the room marked up with yellow tape.

“It’s strange that out of all the years this hotel has been running that the spirits decided to recently kill people.” Dean mentioned as he unlocked the door. As they walked into the room they found numerous amounts of bloodstains on the bed and along the floor.

“The last victims in this room was a husband and wife who were just passing through and decided to stop at a historic hotel for the night.” Sam said reading off a newspaper clipping he printed off from his laptop that morning.

“I guess they picked the wrong place to stay.” Dean commented moving closer to the beds. “Why would they allow people to stay in this room if someone was killed in here before?” Dean asked looking over to Sam.

“Well the first kill was a woman who was so cut up she was almost unrecognizable. But the police just ruled it suicide.” Sam answered looking up from the paper.

“Nice.” Dean added pulling out his homemade EMF reader. Just as he turned the thing on the reading went completely crazy.

“Getting anything?” Sam asked walking next to him.

“Most definitely. Something must have happened in this room causing the spirit to continually kill people in here.” Dean said walking around the room.

“Then we have the dead maintenance man in the basement too.” Sam mentioned as he unlocked the window.

“Yeah lets go check that out.” Dean said turning off the EMF Walkman and heading back out of the room. Sam shut the door and followed Dean down the stairs to the basement. “This is where Sandra found the bones of the enfant right?” Dean asked flicking on the lights.

“Right.” Walking around the basement while Dean turned the EMF reader back on. Once again the meter spiked just as it was turned on.

“Either this is a new spirit or this thing likes to travel.” Dean said walking around.

“You getting something here as well?” Sam asked glancing over but Dean just nodded.

“Well let’s go ask her about the bones.” Dean said turning off the Walkman to walk back up to the main floor.

When they walked to the top they found Sandra right where she said she would be.

“Sandra.” Dean called out as he pocketed the EMF. She turned around and walked into the hotel. “We read that you found the remains of an enfant?”

“Yes.” She answered skeptically

“Did you report it?” Sam asked as he joined the conversation

“No, should I have? I just buried it in the little cemetery down the street.” Sandra answered a little worried that she might get arrested for that.

“No it’s alright that you didn’t but do you know where you buried the bones just incase we might need it during the investigation?” Dean answered back.

“Well yeah but I don’t know what you would need a pile of old bones for.” Sandra said going back to her suspicions. “There’s this old apple tree, the only one in the cemetery. I buried the bones there.”

“Thank you for your time.” Sam added shaking her hand again before heading out the door. Dean smiled and handed her the room key before walking out to meet Sam.

“You think it’s the baby?” Dean asked when they both were out of listening range.

“I’m not sure, because the baby died during birth.” Sam said reading the paper again to check if he missed anything.

“Well one things for sure. We need to go down to the cemetery and burn those bones.” Dean said starting the car. “I’ll check on the hotel and see if I get any readings. While you do that.” Dean added as they pulled out of the parking lot.

“What? Why do I have to do the dirty work?” Sam asked looking over to his brother with crossed arms.

“Dude, I have always been the one to dig up the bones and I’m tired of it. Its your turn.” Dean said plainly. Instead of taking it any further Sam just looked forward and cursed in his head.

That night Sam geared up with a flashlight and a duffel bag filled with the essentials to burning the bones of a spirit while Dean just grabbed a sawed off shotgun and a few rounds of rock salt just in case.

“You’re walking.” Sam said walking to the Impala.

“What? Are you joking?” Dean asked in shock.

“If I have to dig up those bones you are going to walk to that hotel.” Sam replied with a smile as he threw the duffel bag into trunk.

“Dude, stop bitching about this and get in the car so you can drop me off.” Dean said stepping into the passenger’s seat.

“Jerk.” Sam whispered as he started the car. It didn’t take long before Sam dropped Dean off and made his way to the cemetery. Dean looked up to the second floor and whistled.

“This is going to be interesting.” Dean commented trying to find a way to climb to the second floor balcony. He eventually found a drainpipe and took his time to climb it so he didn’t fall off.

When he made it to the top he walked over to the unlocked window and opened it. He shined his light into the room and slowly stepped in. After a few minutes he reached into his pocket and pulled out the EMF to see if there were any changes. When the reader showed the same as before he decided to go down to the basement to check if the basement changed at all. Just as he walked out of the room he saw a figure to his left. Before he could react the spirit rammed into him causing him to fall down the stairs hitting every step on the way down.

“Damn it.” Dean grunted out as he lay on the lobby floor.

“Don’t move!” He heard from to his right. Oh great dean thought to himself as he looked over.

“Don’t shoot.” Dean said lifting up his hands as he slowly stood up from the ground.

“Detective?” Sandra questioned as she shined her light into his eyes instantly blinding him.

“Yeah, yeah.” Dean answered trying to block the light.

“What the hell are you doing breaking into here?” Sandra asked lowering her light.

“If I tell you the truth will you not call the cops?” Dean tried to make a deal as he lowered his hands.

“So you’re saying you are not detectives?” Sandra asked raising her handgun.

“Well not exactly.” Dean answered but before he could explain Sandra was hit in the back of the head with an ornament from the tree and she fell to the ground in shock. Dean looked over to the tree just in time to duck from another ornament flying to his head.

“What the hell is going on?” Sandra yelled as Dean pulled her behind a chair.

“That’s what I was going to explain.” Dean said ducking under another ornament thrown at them. “The thing is, is that I am not exactly a detective. We are kind of here to stop the murders which might be caused by the spirit of the enfant bones you found.” Dean tried to explain aiming his shotgun at the tree but couldn’t find anything to shoot at but then his phone rang. “Sammy give me good news man.” Dean said into the cell.

“Dean I burned the bones.” Sam said standing from the ashes. Dean stood up from the chair but was soon hit in the head by a glass star ornament.

“You sure you didn’t miss something?” Dean asked ducking back down under the chair holding his forehead.

“Yeah Dean everything is burned. Unless there is something else Sandra didn’t tell us.” Sam suggested.

“Sandra, is there something else you didn’t tell us about the enfant?” Dean asked looking over to Sandra who was still covering her head.

“Wait Dean she’s with you right now?” Dean could hear Sam ask on the other end.

“Well from what I remember, the mother who gave birth died a few days later after the C-section became infected. Actually she died in room 204.” Sandra answered finally realizing the situation.

“Sam you have to dig up another grave.” Dean said into the cell and placed his hand on Sandra’s shoulder. “Sandra what was the name of the woman?”

“umm her name is Sherry O’Neal.” Sandra finally said.

“Sammy did you hear that?” Dean asked

“Yeah.” Sam answered before hanging up. Just as Dean pocketed the cell he turned to see the spirit of the dean woman holding a scalpel in her right hand. Sandra began to scream just as Dean aimed his shotgun and unloaded a shot in her head causing the spirit to disappear.

“Hurry up Sammy” Dean whispered lifting Sandra from the ground. “I need to get you out of here.” He said pulling her to the front door. They pulled on the handles but the door seemed to be locked shut.

“The doors weren’t locked before.” Sandra said letting go of the handles.

“It’s trying to keep up in here.” Dean said as he took her hand to lead her upstairs.

“Where are we going now?” Sandra asked allowing him to lead her.

“The window is open on the second floor. If we are lucky it still is.” Dean answered running up the stairs. They ran into the room with Dean in the lead but when he entered the doorframe the woman spirit stood in his way. Before he could get a shot off the woman grabbed Sandra and pushed Dean back out into the hallway.

“Sandra!” Dean yelled trying to get off the floor in time to shoot the ghost but the door shut in his face. He continued to yell for Sandra as he heard her screams for help. Dean checked his pockets for extra shot and figured he had enough to shoot down the door and keep away the spirit until Sam burned the bones. The loaded the gun and shot two holes in the door and kicked the remaining pieces open just in time to shoot the spirit just as it was cutting a line in Sandra’s stomach.

“Oh my god!” Sandra yelled holding the cut in her stomach.

“Are you alright?” Dean asked walking to her side. Just as he reached down to pull her off the ground the ghost popped up and threw Dean into the fall wall. Dean crashed to the ground with a hard hit knocking the wind out of his body. When he looked up he saw the woman crouched down with the scalpel to her throat. Dean looked around the room to try and find his gun when he heard a scream. What was different was that it wasn’t Sandra’s scream like before. He looked over to Sandra and found the woman’s ghost fall apart into ash along with the scalpel. Both Dean and Sandra rested their heads on the ground in exhaustion when Dean’s phone rang again.

“Dean?” Sam asked hoping for a response.

“Yeah?” Dean finally answered after returning the air into his lungs.

“Is it all over?” Sam asked standing over the burnt corpse of the woman spirit. Dean looked over to Sandra who was slowly standing up.

“Yeah Sammy, it’s all over.” Dean said as he hung up the phone. After a while Dean and Sandra cleaned off their wounds from the ornaments and the gash across Sandra’s stomach. Sam soon showed up but remained in the car waiting for Dean.

“Thanks a lot for saving my life and this hotel.” Sandra said walking Dean to the car.

“It’s no big deal.” Dean answered stopping at the door. “Oh and how did you know I broke into the hotel?” Dean finally asked.

I have a silent alarm in the hotel when I close it down on certain times of the year. The alarm calls my house just next door.” She explained pointing to the house only a few feet away from the hotel. “Plus it takes the cops almost an hour to get here anyways.” She added with a smile.

“Why didn’t your husband come instead of you?” Dean questioned just for the hell of it.

“On a business trip.” He answered turning back to the hotel. Dean just smiled to himself and stepped into the car.

“Have fun?” Sam asked looking at the bandage on Dean’s forehead.

“Shut up Sammy.” Dean replied grabbing the Santa’s hat from the ground and placing it on top of Sam’s head. Dean couldn’t help but laugh as he rested his head on his seat.

What an entertaining Christmas this was.

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22nd-Jul-2009 10:24 am - Twilight Andrew and Jonathan (buffy)

You said “hold me tight”/ but I couldn’t get it right.

The room was twilit, or dawnlit, the bath-water-warm half-light that came on between times, between glossy raven night and fiery day. Jonathan could hear his breaths, each one like a silken handkerchief, silken half-light rocking him out of drowsiness, out of sleep. He turned his head the slightest bit, to look at Andrew. Andrew was all right, completely still, even in sleep maintaining his death-grip on Jonathan’s arm. Everything was all right; his breaths came and went like little waves knocking on the side of a boat. All right…

And then, it began to seep into Jonathan’s brain that the corner of the bed shouldn’t go down like that, not like it was weighted, not like somebody was sitting there. Who would be perched there, making the bed go on a slight incline? Without moving any more than he had to, he managed to shift in position enough to get a look at their mystery guest. First, he noted the eyes, slightly tilted, with luminous irises of rich brown, eyebrows that slanted downwards, like a cartoon villain’s. Slowly, Jonathan’s eyes were adjusting to the grayish light of the room at dawn, and to what he was seeing; next came pointy features, still slightly swathed in adolescent chubbiness, skin as pale as Jonathan’s. The boy, this boy-person, opened his mouth, to start to say something. Even before the words came, Jonathan knew the sound of that voice- it was like the sound of water over sand, sometimes it cracked at the end of words, there was a hint of a lisp.

“What are you doing here?” Jonathan hissed, raising the sheets over his chest like a woman, clutching them there with a shaky hand.

“You don’t have to whisper,” Warren said, he nodded in Andrew’s direction, “He won’t hear you. This is a dream.”

“Don’t you nod at him!” Jonathan snapped, then, “What the hell are you doing here? You’re dead.” Then he remembered something, “And didn’t I tell you to stay away from us, anyway?”

“I’m not going to hurt you, or, or anybody else. I’m here to help you.”

Jonathan rolled his eyes, “What, like an angel?”

“No, angels don’t exist.”

“Oh.” Feeling slightly disappointed, Jonathan looked down and stuck out his lower lip for a second. “So what are you doing here?”

“I told you, I’m here to help you.” He should have rolled his eyes at me like ten times by now, called me Sparky or something, Jonathan remarked to himself.

“I don’t really do that anymore.”

Startled, Jonathan looked up, “Huh? Do what anymore?”

“Roll my eyes at people. Make up insulting nicknames.”

“Don’t do that, don’t read my mind!”

“I’m sorry,” he seemed genuinely contrite, “Just, sometimes I can’t help it. It’s still kind of an involuntary thing.”

“Dude, weird.” Jonathan frowned. “So what are you supposed to be helping with?”

Warren looked down at his clasped hands then looked up. “I know about what happened, what happened to Andrew.”

Automatically, Jonathan got a tighter hold on him. In sleep, Andrew tugged at the sleeve of his tee shirt. “What do you know?”

“I know about Ethan Rayne, I know-”

“Don’t say that name.”

“Sorry. I know that Andrew got hurt.”

Jonathan leaned forward. “Yeah, so what, what are you gonna do about it? Are you gonna smite him or something?”

“I can’t smite people.”

“Bet you wish you could,” Jonathan smirked.

“No, actually, I don’t.”

“So, what? You’re nice now?” He frowned again.

“I guess you could say that.” Warren smiled with one side of his mouth.

“So how are you gonna help us?”

“I’m going to give you some advice.”

Jonathan rolled his eyes. “Great, advice from Mr. Let’s-Take-Over- Sunnydale-And-Maybe-Kill-A-Few-People-While-We’re-At-It.”

Fidgety, Warren looked down again, ran the corner of the blanket through his fingers. “What, did I hurt your feelings?” Jonathan yelled, taking advantage of it being a dream, “It’s your stupid fault any of this happened! Because of you, we had to haul ass out of the country. The girl who you drove insane by killing her girlfriend nearly murdered us. If you hadn’t turned into such a psycho, none of this would have happened, that fucker wouldn’t have- None of this would have happened.”

“You wouldn’t be with Andrew,” Warren said quietly.

“You don’t know that,” Jonathan scowled.

“The two of you didn’t get along until you found that you had to. You didn’t start letting yourself love him until it seemed like the rest of the world had been stripped away, and there was nobody to disapprove or to stop you. Until it felt pointless to hold it back anymore.”

“Sh-shut up!” Jonathan shook his head. “Christ, I liked you better when you were a psycho. At least then you only went around thinking you were right all the time.”

“I know I did horrible things when I was alive, and to be frank, what I’m doing now isn’t exactly a picnic. The pain you feel, I feel it too.”

“What? You do?”

“Part of the job,” Warren shrugged, “I’m getting used to it.”

“You would only be here cos it somehow benefits you.”

“That’s not why.” Warren leaned forward. “I don’t want you to hurt, I don’t want Andrew to, either. I did a lot of cruel things to you, to both of you, and I know I can’t apologize, but please, just listen to me.”

“Okay, gimme your great advice.”

“Get over it.”

“What?!”

“Get over it.” Warren raised his eyebrows, like What can you do?

“That’s your super-duper ghostly advice?”

“I’m not a ghost,” he mumbled, sounding really hurt.

“Sorry.” It was hard to be mad at him, when he was all dead and stuff. “So, what, just, like, forget it happened?”

“No, that’s not it. You can still be upset about what happened, but stop letting it ruin your life. He,” Warren started to nod toward Andrew, but stopped himself, “He’s gotten over it, or nearly so.” Warren furrowed his brow, “Well, he will. I dunno, it’s hard to explain,” he had a far- away look on his face, “I still have trouble with words sometimes…”

“But it only just happened! How am I supposed to get over it, how can he be over it? How could it be over so soon?”

Warren looked at the floor. “It’s not over, just, well, this is like a turning point. Everything can still be all right. Just-”

“Just what? How can it be better?”

“Because he loves you,” Warren’s expression was soft, “He loves you and he knows that it will be hard, it’ll hurt for a long time, but he can take it, as long as he knows you’re with him, that you love him.”

It almost hurt to look at Andrew, so Jonathan did so only briefly. He turned back to Dead-Warren, “I do.”

“I know you do, and so does he. Just, you’re not doing anybody any favors by walking around reliving it, bathing in the pain just because you think you’re being disloyal to him by forgetting for a second.”

“Stop fucking reading my mind!”

“I’m sorry,” Warren shook his head, “I know I should be able to help it, but it’s almost painful to keep it all out.”

You should be in pain, Jonathan said to himself, because he knew Warren would hear it. A wave of shock ran over his face, and then he looked wounded. Warren’s eyes fled to the beaten-down carpet.

“Sorry,” Jonathan murmured.

“No, it’s okay. I expected you to be a lot meaner, actually,” he looked up again, “Anyway, the important thing is that you let go, let go of everything but him,” another aborted nod, “but Andrew. He’s what’s important. And you’re important to him; whatever you feel, he feels that, too. I know it’s hard, but you have to be strong for the both of you.”

“I know.” Jonathan closed his eyes. “So are you gonna, like, turn into light or disappear in a cloud of smoke or get beamed up or what?”

“No, you’ll just wake up and I’ll be gone.”

“Well that’s kinda lame. Don’t you guys get any neat special effects or powers or anything?”

Warren closed his eyes and laughed. “Nope- or, really, we just get one.”

“What’s that?”

“The mind reading thing, the knowing stuff thing.”

“Oh.”

“I know that he loves you, Jonathan, and I know that you love him. Don’t let this get to be bigger than you. Do what you have to, but don’t let it destroy you.”

The little wintergreen demon that was fear sunk its claws into Jonathan’s shoulders. “Could it?, uh, destroy us?” His eyes widened.

“Don’t let it get to where you could find out the answer to that question.”

Trying to think up something else to say, something else to ask, Jonathan let his eyelids fall. When he opened his eyes, he did so with a start. Dead-Warren was gone, and the room was fresh and fragrant with the first sighs of morning.

The problem was that ever since what had happened had happened, their little life in Mexico seemed to no longer fit. Everyday, Jonathan felt stifled, claustrophobic. He supposed that he could have been unconsciously compensating for his initial desire to curl up into a ball and hide under the sink, away from the huge, dangerous world, but theorizing about it didn’t quell the feeling of tightness, fitfulness. Walking on the streets was strange, it now filled him with such a hot fear. To both their surprise, he had begun holding Andrew’s hand wherever they went; this was formerly taboo, for it could attract attention and trouble that they didn’t need. But Jonathan needed this now, needed to always have some kind of tangible, physical link to Andrew. Maybe that was compensating behavior as well.

They hadn’t done it, made love, since what had happened. It had been nearly a month since Andrew had come home, dazed and ravaged. Neither of them talked about it, but they knew it wasn’t going to happen any time soon- they weren’t going to have sex. It hurt, in a dull yet insistent way, like a bruise that keeps getting poked and pressed, to feel like that part of their life was over. It was only a flat, dim ache, though, because in lieu of their usual hyperactive sex life, they were more affectionate with each other than they’d ever been. The constant handholding was a bit frantic, but the rest of it was… sweet. Bittersweet, but sweet all the same. They were always wrapped around each other, in that bed with the sagging middle and the shaking frame that looked to be constructed from the bodies of dead model airplanes, their two heads on the same pillow, bodies all the way under the big red and brown Southwestern print blanket. Nobody could hurt them, in that bed, so there they stayed.

The bed had become their base of operations. They spent long days cocooned in the once-stiff white cotton sheets, gone skin-soft and floppy from constant use, the wonderful big blanket their insulation from the outside world, the air conditioning on the top setting to make getting out of bed seem even less attractive. They slept, for halves of hours at a time, or lay huddled in wordless mock-sleep. Under the tight buzz of the television, they practiced fitting their bodies together in a dozen different ways, re-learned the shapes that had long-ago been memorized. They touched, and re-touched, tickled, jostled, kissed- they were in constant contact, but not the way they had once been. It was sweet, but with a bitterness.

The bathtub was the only other place in the room worth spending time in. When they had their bath, Jonathan would unfurl the shower curtain, drawing it around the elliptical tub, so that it held in the majority of the steam. The thickened air made Andrew pant, a sound Jonathan still liked to hear, even if he was not the cause of it. It occurred to Jonathan that they were probably regressing, that the places where they spent most of their time were womb-like. This was probably not the best thing- this might actually have been what Dead-Warren had been warning him about. Jonathan found himself wishing that Dead-Warren would come back, so that he could ask him what the hell he’d been talking about, specifically.

Was it really so bad, though?- not having sex? Even when he thought about it, for a long time and not just in passing, Jonathan found that he didn’t mind it, it wasn’t bad. Andrew didn’t seem to be upset, didn’t try to initiate anything, either. When Andrew wanted something, he asked for it, in one way or another, and he wasn’t asking for anything more than he was getting.

The root cause of their “problem” (Jonathan thought of it with imaginary quotation marks because it wasn’t a real problem, not the kind you felt like fixing) wasn’t all that easy to determine. Everyday, Jonathan asked himself the same questions. Number one, Are you still attracted to him? The answer was always yes. Number two, Are you attracted to anybody else? The answer was always no. Women had stopped interesting him since they had gotten together, and men had never interested him. He didn’t like Andrew because he was a boy, he liked Andrew because he was Andrew. Number three, Does the thought of having sex with him make you feel anything negative? While he couldn’t say that it did, Jonathan didn’t really feel anything positive, either. He didn’t really feel too much about it at all. Number four, What the hell is wrong with you? That one still went unanswered.

Jonathan awoke, as though he had been shaken by both shoulders. Another dream- he had woken to a dream of gauzy sunlight and the silver-needle chants of the birds. It was a dream, he knew, because the bedroom did not usually open out into a garden, the fourth wall cut away so that one could walk along a little path that started by the television and continued on to who-knows-where. Leaning on his elbows, he cast a look at Andrew. He was just as still as ever, eyes masked by creamy lids, body masked by the big blanket. Two fat, gleaming crows sat sentry at his head and feet. One of them cried out, making Jonathan start, but not waking Andrew. Jonathan knew, as one knows such things in dreams, that the sound the crow had made meant Go!

Tentatively, he stood, remembering dreams that he had had in the past, in which the floor was slick as wet skin and kept jerking and shifting. Under his feet, there was no ice; rather, the threadbare carpet had been transfigured into velvety grass. Taking small steps, he moved around the bed, his eyes on Andrew the whole time. Then he looked to where the fourth wall with its dusty-curtained window should be. Is this where- he began to ask, but the crow cut him off, with another Go! So he went.

The whole place was lit the way something looks if it is beheld with eyes half-closed, in the soft-focus of dusk. There were many trees, some Jonathan couldn’t identify, their bark silvery under a coat of verdigris moss. The air was lit up by birdcalls, Jonathan could understand all of them. He caught, Ah, white boy, white boy, and Mind your own, Frederick, and Loves you, loves you. Shouldn’t the birds be speaking Spanish, this being Mexico? He was glad they weren’t though; hearing people speak Spanish still made Jonathan nervous, with the possibility that they could be saying mean things about him or Andrew.

He walked on further, his head darting to the side every so often, to shoot looks over his shoulder at the sort-of-room with Andrew still asleep in the bed. Crows had always terrified him, what kind of group of animals en masse is called a “murder” anyway?, and he kept on being afraid that they were going to hurt Andrew. They didn’t, though, they just sat balanced at both ends of the bed, occasionally burrowing beaks into their fat-shined black feathers.

This really was a beautiful place, the nicest dream-place he had ever known, by far. He would have to tell Andrew about it when he woke up-

A small child of indeterminate age and gender came into the middle of Jonathan’s path from within a clump of bushes off to the left. In its hand, it held a stick, a small branch actually, neatly pared and papered with moss. When it saw Jonathan, it raised the stick, as if to say, See?

“Oh, what’s that?” Jonathan asked, crouching down a little to be at the kid’s eye-level.

Once it spoke, Jonathan figured that it was most likely a he, a little boy. “They’re going to hit me with it,” the child said matter-of- factly.

This filled Jonathan with a soul-deep sadness, but he didn’t let it show. He only frowned slightly, and said, “Well, what would make you feel better?”

The little boy pointed to some huge, star-shaped pink flowers growing out of a vine on the ground. Hibiscus, Jonathan said to himself, surprised that they could be found in this garden. For even if the garden were only a piece of his mind, his mind was in Mexico, and hibiscus flowers didn’t grow in that part of the world, did they? He shrugged and asked, “Which one?” He hoped the little boy would pick one of the more wilted blooms, as Jonathan didn’t like the idea of hurting things, even plants. It must have been his mother who had imbued him with that fear of doing damage. As a little boy, she had banned him from climbing trees, saying that what it was like for the trees was if somebody dug their heels and fingers into your skin, and wouldn’t that be painful? So Jonathan had never climbed a tree in his life. Not that he had ever really been tall enough to reach the branches.

The little boy pointed to a flower with petals that were slightly mashed, copper-brown creases bisecting the damp pink. Jonathan was relieved, this one was almost dead, it wouldn’t hurt so much to pull it off the vine. He stooped to pluck it, but as his fingers brushed the petals, the flower was renewed. For a period of time, either a second or an hour, he stared at it, amazed by its resurrection, at its recovered beauty. When he turned around, the little boy was gone.

Jonathan had a headache, one of those that make even the dimmest light feel like a knitting needle to the temple, the point coming out of your eye. A bright voice in his head kept snapping, Physician! Heal thyself, a phrase he’d always liked the sound of, but now, if it were a person, he would throttle it. He wasn’t good for much, he knew; better to just suck it up, get out of the soft, warm bed and go to the Farmacia for some aspirina. Being sick or hurt in any way always made Jonathan frantic; he always felt like he’d never know what it was to be healthy again. In pain, he could never fathom the absence of pain.

He sat up.

“What is it?” Andrew asked. On one side of his head, the hair was matted down, on the other side it was almost vertical, from leaning on the pillow.

“I have a headache.” He closed his eyes and pinched the bridge of his nose.

“Oh. Do you want me to go out and get you something for it?”

“No, I’ll just go.”

Andrew shrugged, “Well, either way, I’m going.”

Something touched Jonathan, something he could not express, something welled up in him. “Okay,” he said hoarsely, and patted Andrew’s hand.

God, we look like junkies, Jonathan thought when he caught a look at the two of them in the mirror behind the television. Neither of them seemed to be able to stand up straight, they were rail thin, and behind their sunglasses, their eye sockets were stained the tan of insomnia. All that time in bed, and they couldn’t seem to get any rest.

Out on the street, it was mercifully dim, the sun having pissed off and retired behind a great big cloud Andrew said was in the shape of a cruise ship. Jonathan argued that it was obviously a dragon of some sort, and the discussion carried them all the way to the Farmacia. Along with the aspirin, Jonathan bought Andrew a Popsicle.

“This is my favorite flavor,” Andrew said, sucking the juice right out of the ice, leaving it brittle and tinted with Popsicle blood like a woman’s lips were tinted pink in an old fashioned photo.

“What kind is it?” Jonathan asked. It just looked red to him.

“I dunno,” Andrew tilted his head down to catch a drip of scarlet on his tongue, “Red, I guess.”

Jonathan laughed. “What does it taste like?”

“Not any kind of fruit, that’s for sure. Um, like really good cough syrup.”

Again, Jonathan laughed, “You are so weird.”

“Thank you.”

“You’re welcome.” He took hold of the hand that didn’t have the Popsicle.

In the room, Jonathan took two aspirin. For a second, he watched Andrew through the bathroom mirror, watched him taking off his clothes, settling back into bed. How frail he was, how small and controlled his gestures were, as though even moving a little bit hurt. Pressing his hands against the counter, he wondered if Andrew still felt any discomfort. It had been a month, but maybe the sheer force of the blow to his psyche was enough to prolong the aches, keep open the cracks leaking pain that Jonathan had been sure he’d sealed up and shut down. Maybe he hadn’t done a good enough job. Maybe-

“Jonathan?” Andrew’s voice rang out, splitting air, splitting Jonathan’s thoughts.

“I’m coming,” he said and flicked off the bathroom light. His legs felt unsteady for walking, but he only had to go about ten feet. At the edge of the bed he sat, pulled off exactly half of his clothing and then got into bed next to Andrew, who pushed against him and pulled him closer.

Jonathan had a thought, just then, one of those ridiculous thoughts that either turn into innovations or get you laughed out of the room. He sucked in a breath of air, scented with Andrew, due to their proximity. “Hey, Andrew?”

“Hey, what?” Sleepily, he let his head fall on Jonathan’s shoulder. Instinctively, Jonathan laid his hand on the back of his head.

“Do you think, maybe, you would wanna go back to America?”

Andrew looked at him. “We can’t, though,” a puzzled frown slightly twisted his mouth, “We’d get arrested, sent to jail.”

“Only if we went back to Sunnydale, that’s the only place where anybody knows us. Think of all the places where nobody knows us, nobody at all. We could go to New York, or to New Orleans or Chicago, anywhere.”

“But Jonathan, I mean, this is like, kind of our home. We can’t just leave.”

“Why? Whose gonna cry about it if we go?”

“Well, nobody, but, but, I just learned how to roll my r’s! See, churrrrrros. And what about Gloria Trevi? I’ll never find out what’s gonna happen with her and her Brazilian baby if we go back. And they don’t have good tequila, either, and the soap operas there are lame… And if I were arguing with you over who’s more of a girl, I would so be winning-” Andrew giggled, then became serious again, “But, really, Jonathan, it’s not safe there, it’s safe here. We should stay here.”

Jonathan sighed, “But it’s not safe. I don’t feel safe here, and I know that you don’t either. I mean, apart from today, when was the last time we got out of bed? All we do is lie around all day, we don’t even sleep as much as we should, and we hardly eat. This isn’t the way it should be.”

“How should it be? I’m scared, Jonathan. This, this room, this bed, it’s the only place where I know nothing’s gonna happen to us. Out there, anything could happen! Anything did happen,” he added, almost inaudibly.

Jonathan stroked his cheek with the back of his hand. “It’s all right.”

“Not, it’s not all right. I thought it would be, but it’s not. And it’s not fair! There’s always something stupid that comes around to fuck everything up! Is it ever okay?”

“I’m starting to think not,” Jonathan shook his head, “I think I’m going to give up on thinking that everything is okay, I think I keep jinxing us.”

“You would.” Andrew snuggled against him.

“We can stay in Mexico, Andrew, but something’s gotta change. This, the way things are, I think…” he remembered something Dead-Warren had said, “I think it could destroy us.”

“Destroy us how?” Andrew’s voice wobbled like a jump rope being snaked across the floor.

“I don’t know,” he almost added Dead-Warren didn’t say, but was glad he hadn’t. “Think about it, at least. You don’t have to make up your mind right this second, but, uh, I think stuff should definitely change.”

“Like what?”

“Like getting out of bed once in a while.” Andrew opened his mouth to say something, but Jonathan stopped him, “To do something besides take a bath.”

“Oh.” Andrew pouted a little. “Can we start tomorrow?”

“Yeah,” Jonathan raised his eyes to the pockmarked plaster of the ceiling, “Tomorrow.”

“Hey, Jonathan,” Andrew came trotting up to him with a piece of paper in his hand.

“Hey, what?” Jonathan put down the video game he had been looking at. Once, these kinds of things had been his whole life, now, it all just looked foreign. Maybe he was getting old.

“I found this guy, and he, like, tells you your future by having you sing,” Andrew said, breathlessly.

Jonathan looked around. “What? Where? Where is he?” All he saw all around him were Mexican versions of the people he and Andrew had once been, boys with nothing more to do than immerse themselves in other worlds, presumably better than the one they lived in. Idly, Jonathan caught himself wondering if any of them were secretly plotting to take over Tijuana. From downstairs, he heard the crunching sounds of pixilated objects being exploded.

“He’s not here,” he batted at Jonathan’s arm excitedly, “He’s in Las Vegas!”

Somebody walking by bumped into Jonathan, knocking him off balance. Andrew grabbed his arm and steadied him. Pendejo, he muttered in the stranger’s wake. Andrew giggled, that word was still unbelievably funny to him. “So you wanna go to Las Vegas?” Jonathan asked, “So we can do what, sing show tunes at some guy so he can tell us our future? I’m sorry, Andrew, but this sounds like bullshit.”

“No, no, it isn’t. Cos he’s not a guy, he’s a, um,” he leaned in close and whispered, “He’s a demon.”

“Dude! He could, like, eat us then!”

“No, no, he’s a good demon,” Andrew waved the piece of paper around, “See, look, that’s him.”

“What, he has his own website?” Jonathan snorted, and took the paper from Andrew.

“Everybody has a website,” Andrew shrugged. Jonathan studied the picture. Green skin, horns, red eyes.

“Yep, that’s a demon.” Red lips, eyeliner, electric blue suit, bad bleach job. “That is one gay demon.”

“Yeah, thanks, Mr. Kettle.” Andrew elbowed him playfully.

“It’s the pot calling the kettle black.” Jonathan shoved him a little. This was as affectionate as they could be in a place like this. There was so much teenaged male rage in the internet café that Jonathan was nearly choking on it.

“Okay, Mr. Pot.”

“That’s better.” Jonathan bit his lip. “So, what you sing and this demon guy can tell you your future?”

“Not just your future, your destiny.”

“And you wanna do this?”

Andrew looked down and kind of swayed from side to side. Quietly, he said, “Yeah.”

“If it’s important to you, we’ll do it.”

“Really?”

“Really. Now come on,” he took Andrew’s hand, screw what anybody had to say about it, “I’ll buy you an ice cream.”

For a couple of days, they practiced their old stick-up routine, a relic from their first days in Tijuana, when they’d been wild and careless, gotten drunk until dawn and made it in their hotel room until sunset. Before Jonathan had woken up afraid one morning, before Andrew had been hurt. In a way, it was nice, getting up to at least one of their old tricks. Jonathan wondered if crime was something that ran through their veins, if it was in any way related to the magick they did, or the way they loved each other. On three accounts, they were pushed as far out of the respectable, normal world as one could get and still know of its existence. Once, it would have bothered Jonathan, being on the outside, but it didn’t now- because he wasn’t; he and Andrew were always on the inside of each other. Andrew was what colored his blood.

Very early on a Wednesday morning, when the sky was just a long wash of milk, Jonathan magicked open a car that was parked on the curb. Gets what he deserves, Jonathan thought of the car’s owner, for parking like that. They weren’t taking anything with them, just the money they had wrung from tourists. They got what they deserved, Jonathan thought, Looking at him that way. He cast a glance at Andrew, whose hand was lain like a magician’s white glove on Jonathan’s knee. It had made him furious to see horrible American men hanging around Andrew like aphids in a rose garden. The looks they had given him, their intentions chalk-scrawled across their faces… That was something he had never gotten used to. Both he and Andrew had been glad to give up that gig. It was over for good, now.

Neither of them had said anything, but they both knew that this was it. No more Tijuana. God only knew where they’d be next, after Las Vegas, in a year, two years- but Mexico was dead to them. It had this taint on it now, a thin veneer of decay, moldering anguish.

Jonathan turned his head briefly, he didn’t like to look away from the road when he was driving, as he still wasn’t terribly good at it, and took a mental picture of Andrew. He turned his eyes back to the road, and examined the Andrew-picture behind his eyes. His sweet Andrew- he would do anything for that boy, he thought, with a fullness and a sting in his eyes. His sweet Andrew, lazily leaning against the door, head at the window, hand on Jonathan’s knee. He looked like a rag doll, as he had many times before, but the punch was never pulled, it never broke Jonathan’s heart any less to see him this way. He wanted to pull over, to get in the backseat of the stolen car with him and hold him like the Virgin Mary always seemed to be holding the crucified Jesus on all those religious post cards. That couldn’t be, though, he shook his head, they had to keep on going, get away, get away, get away.

He said Andrew’s name, and Andrew turned to the sound of his voice, smiled weakly. The pain in him was immense, a wine red ocean snarling in his ears, but Jonathan held it back, kept driving. What he wanted to do was to tell Andrew that everything would be all right, to reassure him somehow… Was there even such a thing as “all right”? Jonathan was sure that there wasn’t, but wanted to say it anyway. Sadly, he realized that it wouldn’t do either of them any good.
 
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21st-Jul-2009 08:38 pm - part 2 of last post with no name
Jensen Ackles, Supernatural
Lunch in the hospital cafeteria leaves a lot to be desired, and as Sam resettles himself in the chair by Dean’s bed, his stomach makes its displeasure known. Loudly. Dean opens his eyes and grins at his brother.
“For a minute there I thought I was in the forest being attacked by a wildcat!”
“Yeah, well, next time I’m going to that little diner down the street. Hospital food sucks!”
“Tell me about it. I don’t know how they expect you to get well when they feed you cardboard boiled in sewer water.”
“You look better today.” Sam says, noting the colour in his brother’s cheeks. “I guess you got a good night’s sleep?”
“I slept like a log, but I had this crazy dream!” Dean waves at the closed curtain indicating Gerry’s bed. “Romeo here was up to his usual annoying activities, and…” His voice trails off as he notices an odd look in Sam’s eyes. “What?” He asks.
“Gerry,” Sam pauses. “Dean, Gerry died in his sleep last night.”
“What?”
“The doctors say it was a heart attack.”
Dean takes a minute to digest the information.
“In my dream, he was being attacked.”
“What do you mean, attacked? By what?”
“There was this girl…thing. Black. Beautiful in a deadly sort of way.”
“I’ll bet.” Sam chimes in.
“It’s not like that, Sammy. She was dangerous. Strong and fast. I couldn’t stop her.”
“It was just a dream, Dean.”
“I’m not so sure. It seemed so real, but…” his voice trails off as he searches for the right words. “Everything happened in slow motion, you know?”
“It was a dream.” Sam’s gentle confidence helps put him at ease.
“I guess,” he says, resettling his head deeper into the pillow. “but still…”

Dean lies awake yet again, staring at the ceiling lit only by the occasional flashes of light from passing cars. The silence in the room should be a welcome change, but Dean feels too guilty to appreciate it. Was it a dream? Could it have been real? The darkness is driving him crazy, so he decides to take a short walk to clear his head. He felt a lot stronger today, so he should be able to make it up the hallway and back, and maybe then he’ll be tired enough to sleep. Blinking against the bright lights of the hallway, he holds on to the door for support. He’s not used to feeling this weak, and it aggravates him that the recovery has been such a slow one. Determined not to let it stop him from his walk, he squares his shoulders and lets go of the door. Halfway up the hall he finds himself wishing he’d stayed in bed. Puffing like an old man, he takes a minute to lean against the wall. The nearby doors are all closed, but he can still hear a familiar mumbling sound coming from the closest one. A man is talking in his sleep, asking a question in a begging tone. Just like Gerry. Dean ducks into a room across the hall, careful not to wake it’s sleeping occupants. He watches the doorway for signs of movement. Just when he’s starting to think he was imagining it, the door opens and a jet-black figure slinks out quietly. He watches as she traverses the hallway in just a few long strides and disappears around the corner. He follows her as quickly as he is able, but when he reaches the corner she’s nowhere to be seen. He checks the doors one by one, pressing his ear against them to listen for anything out of the ordinary. Each one is silent, the occupants all sleeping peacefully.
“Dean, what are you doing out of bed?” Carly scolds as she comes around the corner. “You need your rest! Here, let me help you back to your room.”
If it had been Sam, he would have pushed his hand away with a rude comment, but accepting help from this vixen meant he could enjoy having her well-proportioned body pressed against his at least for a few minutes. With a charming smile he puts his arm around her shoulders and leans a fraction of his weight on her. Together they wander back down the hallway to his room, he apologizing for the trouble he’s causing her, and she smiling at him and telling him it’s no bother. Back in the comfort of his bed he falls immediately to sleep, smile still on his lips.

“Dude! I gotta talk to you.” Sam is barely through the door before Dean accosts him with the anxious words.
“What’s going on, Dean?”
“Remember what I told you about my dream?”
“Yeah, the black and beautiful dominatrix of death? I remember.”
“I’m serious, Sammy! I saw her again last night!”
“You mean you dreamt about her again?”
“No man, I mean I was up and I saw her come out of someone else’s room. Now shut up and listen for a minute!”
All signs of the teasing demeanor leave Sam’s face and he leans in expectantly.
“Something is going on here, Sam. Gerry has three dreams in a row, and the third one kills him. Now I see the same dark…” Dean searches for the right word to describe her, but finds none. “…thing… come out of some other guys room, and I think in two more nights he’ll be dead too! We gotta do something, Sammy!”
“Okay, slow down. Tell me everything.”
“I have told you everything!” Dean’s frustration is displayed on his face as a dark frown.
“Start from the beginning, and tell me again.” Sam uses his gentlest voice, sounding like he’s speaking to a small child. Dean hates when he uses this tone, and scowls at Sam to prove it.
“Dean.”
“All right! Lemme think for a minute!” Resigned to letting Sam play the big brother for a moment, Dean pauses to gather his thoughts.
“Okay. Gerry was in a coma for about 10 months, and only woke up last week. The doctors were keeping him in until he got his strength back, and I understood they planned to release him any day. Then he started having the dreams, and his condition went downhill a little.”
“What do you mean, downhill?”
“Well, he was tired all the time, and complained that he was always cold. I thought he just wanted Carly to come in more often.” A grin creeps its way onto Dean’s lips. “That woman is ten kinds of fine.”
“And while he was dreaming, did you notice anything out of the ordinary?” Sam’s fatherly tone effectively wipes the smile from Dean’s face.
“No dude, I’m telling you he was just dreaming…” The sentence drifts off as Dean searches his memory for an elusive thought.
“What?”
“The second night.”
“What happened?”
“Nothing happened, it’s just that I thought I saw something.”
“ ‘Big, nasty, black bad thing’ something, or ‘my that’s a pretty skirt’ kind of thing?”
Dean gives him another dirty look before continuing.
“I thought I saw a shadow moving in the room, but when I looked more closely I couldn’t see anything strange. It was probably just a trick of the light.”
“Yeah, probably. Or it could have been a big nasty black bad thing leaving your room after having it’s way with your roommate.” Sam gives Dean a chance to scowl at him once again before continuing.
“Tell me what it looked like.”
Dean’s memory of the encounter is hazy, no thanks to the sleeping pill, but he gives Sam the basic idea.
“Okay, here’s what I want you to do.” Confident that he has all the information Dean is able to share, Sam rises to leave.
“I’m going back to the hotel to do some research and see if I can find out what this thing is. I want you to find out everything you can about the patient you heard last night. I’ll be back after dark, and we’ll compare notes.”

In his hotel room, Sam searches the Internet for tales or legends about a dark woman who targets hospitals, coma victims or sleeping men. The more he reads, the more his frown deepens. Although no two stories are identical, all describe the same kind of creature. Beautiful. Seductive. Insatiable craving for sex, and always deadly. No man can resist her, and no man lives through it. Nowhere can he find any information on how to kill the creature, so he calls up some contacts to see if anyone can give him some insight.
Night finds Dean sitting expectantly in his bed, waiting for Sam to arrive. Visiting hours are long since over, and the night nurse is a bear of a woman who won’t tolerate any noise in her ward after dark. Sam will need to sneak past her and one other nursing station to get to Dean’s room, but it’s not the first time he’s evaded nurses in a hospital. Finally the door opens, and Sam enters quietly.
“What took you so long?” Dean demands.
“That woman at the desk is nuts!” Sam answers. “She’d chew you up and spit you out if she caught you so much as sneezing on her ward! I had to wait until she turned her back, but she watches this place like a mother hen. I’m surprised she hasn’t caught this thing herself yet.” Sam comes to the bedside and pulls up the chair. “What did you find out?”
Dean quickly explains the details of the man he believes is being attacked. As it turns out, he only awoke from a coma a few days ago and although his condition was improving rapidly, it took a turn for the worse the previous day.
“How about you, Sam? Did you find out what this thing is?”
Sam breathes a quick sigh before telling Dean the details he uncovered on the creature.
“The stories are all different, but the creature is remarkably similar in them all.”
“How similar?”
“Black oily skin, reflexes of a cat, unparalleled sexual drive and always, always lethal.”
“And what do the stories call this thing?”
“It’s a succubus, Dean.”
“Are you kidding me?” Dean asks incredulously. “A succubus? The sex-starved, sperm-sucking, man-hating mother of all bitches on her worst PMS day?”
“That’s the one. According to legend, a succubus seduces men to collect sperm for the male incubus, who uses it to impregnate women. Apparently any child who is produced this way is more susceptible to demonic influence. They say the succubus draws her strength and energy from the men she attacks, which is probably why Gerry went downhill so fast. It’s probably also what killed him.”
“All right, so how do we kill it?”
“That’s where we have a problem. She’ll be stronger and faster right after she attacks, because she’ll have the victim’s strength working for her. Also, since we can assume she took what she needed from Gerry, we need to make sure it doesn’t get passed on to an incubus.”
“And how do we do that?”
“We need to find her lair.”
“Sure. No problem.” Dean laughs sarcastically. “I’ll just wander along behind her as she runs through the hospital corridors.”
“Well, we can probably narrow it down a little. It’s probably close by, if she comes every night. It will be dark, quiet and secluded.”
“And,” Dean adds, “it’s probably in the direction I saw her going last night.”
The two decide to investigate as much as possible before the creature arrives. Dean takes up a position down the hall from the target room where he has a good view of both corridors. Sam prowls the halls looking for any signs of a trail, being careful not to be seen by either of the nurses on duty. Finding no signs of any kind, Sam notes the time, and realizing it’s almost two AM, he makes his way back towards Dean.
“Dean?”
“Dean!”
The whisper seems unnaturally loud in the silent corridor, but Dean still doesn’t answer. Mildly worried but knowing that Dean can take care of himself, Sam tiptoes to the nearby room and listens at the door. Sure enough, sounds of moaning and labored breathing emanate from within. She’s here. Not wanting to frighten her off before they’re ready to follow her, Sam retraces his steps back to Dean’s hiding place. Still unable to see him, Sam opens the nearby utility closet door to see if his brother hid inside. The door opens part way before it hits a soft object. Poking his head around the edge of the door, Sam is surprised to see Dean lying in a crumpled heap on the floor.
“Dean!” He squeezes through the narrow opening and bends down to tend to his brother. A soft groan escapes Dean’s lips and his eyelids flutter and open.
“That bitch!”
“Are you okay, Dean?”
“She is gonna pay! I saw her coming and tried to stop her. You weren’t kidding when you said she’d be fast.” Reaching a hand up to the back of his head, Dean rubs the tender spot where her elbow made contact. He’s had worse blows, but the fact that this one was from a woman both embarrasses and infuriates him.
“Can you get up?”
“Of course I can get up, get off me!” He pushes Sam away and climbs laboriously to his feet. Spots swim before his eyes, but he refuses to let Sam see any weakness. He puts an air of authority in his voice, and tells Sam to get back down the corridor to where he lost sight of her the night before. With the two young men each at a corner, they should have a good view of the majority of the ward.
“Remember Dean, we want to follow her, not stop her.”
“I know, I know, I just didn’t want to see her put her slimy hands on anyone else in this place!”
“We’ll get her, don’t worry.” Sam hikes the bag of weapons higher on his shoulder and heads to his post.

An hour passes. Time seems to tick by more slowly in the nighttime, Sam thinks to himself. Without the soft hum of voices to mark its movement, it almost seems that time stands still. Without warning, the hair stands up on the back of his neck. The prickling sensation is unprovoked; perhaps his mind recognized a sound that his ears failed to register? He searches the halls expectantly and it isn’t long before he’s rewarded. She’s everything Dean said she was; tall, beautiful, sexy as hell. She’s fast, but he should be able to keep up. He watches as she comes towards him in the bright hallway, hoping he’s well enough hidden that she won’t detect his presence. She stops a few feet away, and in one smooth motion she lifts herself up and into the laundry chute. He can hear a faint but distinguishable sliding sound as she descends. A few seconds later, Dean is at his side, looking doubtfully at the chute.
“What do you think, do we jump?”
“Watch and learn!” Sam teases as he climbs into the chute. One foot in front, one behind he slows his speed enough to make a controlled descent. Dean is right behind him, and together they make it to the bottom in record time.

The laundry room is deserted and dark, but a low scraping sound can be heard in the far corner. The boys head towards it and find a loose exhaust grate. The climb into it and follow the aluminum pipes until they come to a wide breach. The tunnel beyond is dark, but in the distance they can see pale firelight shining on stone. Careful to soften their footsteps, the two make their way down the stone passageway and peer around the corner. Expecting to see a small cave or perhaps another tunnel, they are awestruck when then note the massive open area before them. Dropping down perhaps fifty feet or more, the mammoth cave opens before them like a gaping mouth. Stalactites and stalagmites reach toward each other like garish teeth that seem to move in the flickering light. But even those centuries-old fingers of stone are unable to bridge the gap between the ceiling and the floor below. A fire burns at the bottom of the bowl, and in its light several dark shapes can be seen. Sam counts four succubi, and at least one incubus. The male is taller and broader than its female counterparts, and is as hideously ugly as they are beautiful. With a gaping hole where the nose should be and a wide all-consuming maw of a mouth, the creature is a revolting beast. As they watch, a sixth shape joins the others at the bottom of the cave. The new arrival joins the other females who gather around her, petting and nuzzling her in welcome.
“All right Sammy, I’d say we found the lair, now how do we kill these things?”
Sam sets down the canvas duffel bag and zips it open. He reaches in and pulls out two machetes.
“Slash and burn!” He says proudly. The machete always was his favourite weapon.
“Freak.” Dean murmurs under his breath as he takes the blade.
Sam just smiles and turns toward the path.

Armed with the machetes and lighter fluid, Dean and Sam creep quietly down the steep slope towards the encampment. As they near the bottom, the incubus turns his head towards them, sniffing the darkness with loud huffs and snorts. The succubi, disturbed from their rest, sit and watch as he turns his head this way and that, trying to determine the source of the strange scent. Just as the boys step onto the curving floor, the incubus barks an alarm and all the creatures rise, racing towards the twosome with an unexpected ferocity. Dean runs forward to meet the onslaught, his blade swinging back and forth with a practiced flourish. A quick upswing catches one slender arm and sends it flying, while the return stroke severs her head at the shoulders. Onto the next before the first has even hit the ground, he dispatches her to a pile of oozing flesh without a second thought.

Sam, a few steps behind, ducks to avoid another severed limb as it sails over his shoulder and comes up with a powerful stroke that catches the incubus beneath the ribs and buries the machete deep into his midsection. Unfazed, the incubus grabs Sam by the throat and flips him to the ground. He scrambles to his feet, and lunges for the handle of the machete, but the incubus jumps back, sliding the blade out of it’s own flesh with no more fuss than if he were picking off a piece of lint. It tosses the weapon to the ground with a loud clatter and advances towards Sam, who delivers a forceful kick to the creature’s kneecap, dropping it to the ground with a screech of anger. Sam leaps over it and reclaims his machete, and with a few well-placed strokes carves the incubus into three grotesque pieces.

Dean fights like a man possessed, his anger focused on nothing more than swinging the blade, taking the next creature down, but the toll it’s taking on his energy level is a high one. Two females circle around him, taunting and teasing him to make a move, but Dean bides his time. Knowing his chances are better if he uses their attack against them, he turns in a slow arc, machete at the ready, eyes flicking back and forth between them. One launches herself towards him and he spins out of the way, bringing the machete down hard on her back as she sails by. Her scream of agony proves he hit his mark. The second growls in anger and hunches her shoulders in preparation.
“I told you we’d get our chance, big boy.” She gurgles angrily. “I would have made it the most pleasurable experience of your life, but now? Now you’re going to pay.”
Anger flashing in her eyes, she takes a step forward. Dean readies his machete; fully prepared for her attack, he locks eyes with his foe.
“Come and get yours, bitch!”
She takes another step forward, closing the space between them to just an arms length. Dean raises the blade and as he’s about to strike she lunges, her mouth open wide, spraying a fine mist at his face. He barely has time to think the “oh, crap” before he drops like a stone, the powerful chemical overwhelming his senses and putting him into a deep sleep.

Sam realizes something is wrong when the cave suddenly goes silent. Glancing over to where his brother was fighting, he sees the amazonian beast hoist his brother’s motionless form up and over her shoulder. Sam shouts but she pays no attention, moving off at an easy lope into the darkness at the back of the cave. The final succubus demands his full attention and he turns back, attacking her with a ferocity that surprises even him. A quick slash takes her arm; another cuts her leg at the knee. Her deafening scream of pain rings off the stone walls around them. She races forward, mouth gaping. A powerful backslash severs her torso in two, cleaving her shoulder and head from the still-running legs. She flops to the ground, arms and legs continuing to twitch while the life slowly drains from her body.

The cave is as silent as the grave, and when Sam calls out his brother’s name it bounces off the cavernous walls, the resounding echoes mocking him in his desperation. Wishing he had a flashlight, he runs to where he lost sight of the creature and searches the darkness to no avail. Frantic to find his brother but also knowing that the job is not yet finished, he tries to calm himself and think more rationally. A succubus can be stopped by cutting it into several pieces, but to kill it once and for all, the flesh must be burned. Sam walks back to the site of the slaughter. Even now the hewn flesh is bubbling and roiling. Given enough time it will eventually reconstitute itself back into a living creature, and Sam can’t let that happen. He searches for the bottle of lighter fluid and sprays it liberally on the organic materiel. Striking a match with a determined flick, he drops it onto the pile and watches as the fluid catches, blue-white flames licking at the edges of the oozing assemblage. The fire brightens the area, but makes the surrounding shadows that much darker. Knowing there’s a flashlight in the kit bag, Sam starts the climb back up the steep path to where the bag lays far above, discarded on the tunnel floor.

She knows the cave better than anyone. For hundreds of years it has kept her safe in its silent solitude. Stalagmites stand guard, giving an impression of security with their impeccable posture. The walls repeat even the tiniest sound, providing early warning of an outsider’s approach. Having explored each crevasse and cave countless times, she takes her victim to her favourite offshoot, secure in the knowledge that his brother will never be able to find her. Through the tiny opening and around the corner, she lays him on the cold moist rock in the small chamber. There’s just enough room for the two of them, and the darkness here is absolute. Perfect. She arranges his sleeping form the way she’s always preferred, legs slightly spread, arms stretched out to the side like a human crucifix. Satisfied with the result, she settles herself cross-legged above his head and prepares to initiate the psychic connection. She usually plays with her victims a little first, giving them a day or two of incredibly vivid and pleasurable dreams so they’re primed and ready for her to begin the harvest. No time for that now, this one will be fast and hard. He has to pay for what he did to her sisters. She leans down, a hand on either side of his head. She can feel his strength emanating from his mind like vigorous waves. His confidence. Conviction. Hidden insecurities. Thoughts and dreams all hers to see. Hers to manipulate. She smiles at the intoxication of it all, bows her head lower and takes him with her to the setting she’s chosen.

Dean awakens with a start, scrambling up and out of bed before his first conscious thought. Confused, he looks around at the familiar surroundings. Was it all a dream? The hospital room looks exactly as it should, green and white walls looking wan in the darkness, passing cars illuminating the equipment with arching bands of light. It’s dead quiet in the ward, but the feeling that something is wrong will not abate. He remembers telling Sam about the succubus. He remembers changing into his street clothes and following it down the laundry chute. So how did he end up back here, standing barefoot in the dark, garbed only in the draughty hospital gown? He reaches his hand out to the steel bed frame, unsure what to expect. The cold, moist steel is a welcome sensation. Of course this is real! The demon put him through a lot, it’s not unreasonable to expect he’d have crazy dreams. The fact that his mind chose to create a crazy, sex-starved, killer vixen should be no surprise to him! “Freud would have a field day with this one.” He thinks to himself, shaking his head in amusement and climbing back into bed. He stretches and yawns reaching up high over his head, each flexing muscle emerging from his arms and chest like melted caramel bubbling in the pot. Satisfied, he closes his eyes.

Sam grows more frantic by the minute as he searches the giant cavern. There are so many places they could hide, so many dark corners that the flashlight just can’t reach. He’s already jogged the boundary once, shining the light behind rocks and into cracks, but found no traces at all. It’s time to calm down and do a thorough search. He’d feel better if Dean had been moving when she took him. Even restrained, Dean can hold his own against most opponents. His last glimpse of his brother was of an unmoving bundle thrown over her shoulder like a sack of potatoes. He could already be dead, although Sam doubts she would have gone to the trouble to carry Dean off if that were true. “Okay, stop. Think. Breathe.” He tries to clear his thoughts so he can form a logical plan. The cave is as silent as a tomb, he should be able to hear something. He begins walking the periphery again, this time slowly and with purpose. He climbs up to each crack and crevasse, shining the light inside and listening intently for any sound, no matter how small. Each one greets him with silent mockery; the only sound is his own beating heart.

Dean tries to relax, but sleep won’t come. He tells himself again that the niggling feeling of unease is just a remnant of the bad dream, but it doesn’t help. Light flashes a square patch on the wall; someone has opened the door. The overhead night light clicks on and Dean recognizes Carly, her clean locks shining golden under the incandescent bulb.
“You’re supposed to be sleeping,” she admonishes, “It’s the middle of the night!”
He offers her a charming, boyish smile.
“If I were asleep, I would have missed seeing you.”
She returns the smile, eyes dropping to the floor in a coy and bashful manner.
“You’re such a charmer. I’m going to miss you when you check out.”
“You know I’ll be in the area until Dad’s better, we could…”
His sentence is cut short by her full lips pressing down on his. Instantly aroused, he reaches up a hand and buries it in her hair, drawing her closer and returning the kiss with a fiery passion.
“Oh Dean, I shouldn’t” she tries to play the innocent victim, but Dean isn’t having any of it. He’s convinced that she has felt the same sexual tension over the last few days as he has, and it’s time to do something about it. He’s imagined this moment in his mind’s eye, her blonde hair brushing his face, her pouting lips pressed against his. Hungry for more, he climbs out of the bed and raises himself to his full six-foot height. He takes her shoulders gently and pulls her towards him, her face upturned, eyes closed, lips parted in anticipation. He leans down; lips connecting with hers, softly, gently at first but the desire is overwhelming. He presses his body closer, lips demanding, hers complying. A soft groan escapes his lips, he wants to go slow but his body begs to hurry and the resulting torment is an exquisite rush. Her body writhes with pleasure, brushing against him with unconscious caresses, taking him even higher. She’s amazing! The smell of her hair, the taste of her tongue in his mouth, her skin hot beneath his touch. He pulls her down to the bed, ignoring the bite of the cold steel rail in his back. She settles in with a grin, one leg thrown across his body, arms at his neck, hair cascading forward and tickling his chest. She buries her nose below his ear and kisses his jugular, nuzzling and nipping his earlobe, her hot breath warming the cold bed beneath him. He runs his hands up her slender waist, the desire to touch her, to be close to her overwhelming all other senses. Tripping over the straps to her undergarments, he dispenses of them with a well rehearsed snap of his fingers. Unimpeded he explores her body, memorizing and mapping it out with his hands. She raises herself up on one elbow, smiling down at him with an intangible look in her eyes. Normally a cloudy blue-gray, tonight her eyes shine with a bright green hue.
“Are you sure this is what you want?” She asks the question as though she expects he can answer, but he’s too far gone for words. The amusement in her eyes is evident, and he sees something familiar in them. Something he can’t place. She leans back into his chest, her body pressing against the full length of him as she struggles with the layer of clothing still separating them.
“I hope you’re ready, big boy.” The whispered words hit him like a splash of ice water. He grabs her shoulders and forces her off the bed, standing to meet her shocked gaze.
“Game’s over.” He hisses, voice low and gravely with fury.
“Your lips say no, but your body says yes.” She purrs, pressing against him once again.
He pushes her off him and tosses her to the floor.
“You’re not Carly.”
“What, she’s not your type? How about this?” Carly’s face softens and melts into another beauty. This one a classic vision, olive skin, chocolate tresses pinned up above her face, a hint of the orient in her almond eyes.
“Ahh, but something tells me you like things a little deeper.” The face transforms again, skin darkening down to a rich caramel brown. Ebony hair curls in a joyful riot and wide dark lips smile seductively.
“Stop it!” Dean demands, all pleasurable thoughts driven from his mind. Knowing this is the dream he tries to force himself awake. He pinches his leg and smacks himself across the cheek, but to no avail. She’s got him under her spell and there’s nothing he can do.

Sam stops dead in his tracks, listening intently. Did he imagine it? Is he trying to hard to hear Dean that his mind is creating his brother’s voice? No, there it is again! He races forward, turning his head this way and that trying to get a fix on the sound. He’s been searching for two hours, and Dean said that’s how long Gerry’s dreams had lasted. If Dean is going through the same experience, there’s not much time left. Finally, Sam sees it. A tiny spot high on the wall, barely distinguishable from the surrounding rock. The sounds are certainly coming from there. Dean sounds angry, that’s a good sign. Sam clips the machete to his belt and starts the climb.

Dean searches the room for a weapon. Made to be safe, the hospital room is full of plastic and metal. No glass bottles to break for a makeshift knife, no wooden chairs to smash across her back. She grins and slinks towards him, her face once again reflecting Carly’s Scandinavian beauty.
“You can’t get away, you know. Once you’re here, it’s the end.”
Dean plants a solid snap-kick to her midsection, folding her body in half and sending her flying across the room.
“We’ll see about whose end it is.”
She climbs to her feet, winded but unhurt. She growls a soft warning, daring him to attack again. He charges, fists flying. She takes two blows straight to the face without so much as a blink before she returns the punch, sending him reeling to the floor. Unhurt, he grabs the edge of the bed to help himself up and notices the call button lying against the sheets. He pulls it from the wall with a yank and winds it between his hands. When she tries to land her next blow he wraps it around her neck, pulling her backwards and tightening it against her windpipe. She manages to turn to face him, the cable straining against her skin. She puts her hands against his temples and closes her eyes in concentration. Dean’s eyes grow fuzzy. Unable to focus, his grip on the cable slackens.
“No!” he shouts, forcing himself to concentrate. The two slide to their knees, and down to the floor. She fighting to regain control of his mind before she succumbs to the black spots swimming before her eyes. He, thinking of nothing else but the cable.
“Keep the cable tight. Don’t let her trick you.” His thoughts becoming a mantra, he just has to hold on for a few more seconds.

Sam squeezes through the opening and crawls into the tiny chamber. Dean and the succubus are lying face to face, motionless. Hands to each other’s temples, foreheads touching, they look almost peaceful. Sam readies his machete, but pauses. If she’s inside Dean’s head, what will happen if her body dies? What effect will that have on his brother? Undecided, he ponders his options. Dean pulls with all his strength. So far the cable has changed into a rattlesnake ready to strike, a piece of soft liquorice and an immobile length of scrap metal pipe. He has ignored each change, choosing to believe they’re an illusion and hoping he’s right. Closing his mind to the room around him, he focuses on nothing other than the cable. “Pull the cable. Keep it tight.” Her strained breathing continues in tiny gasps. A few more minutes and she won’t be able to keep up the illusions anymore. He inches it tighter around her neck, biceps bulging with the effort. Her eyes roll back in her head and she tries one more illusion. The hospital room vanishes, and Dean finds himself teetering on the edge of a cliff staring down to the valley floor thousands of feet below. He reaches to steady himself against the rock, but stops himself. “Keep the cable tight.” He closes his eyes to the image of the cliff, and concentrates on the feel of the cable in his hands. The wind gusts around him, threatening to topple him from the edge, but he refuses to believe his senses. “Keep the cable tight.” He feels a change, the cable is slipping. Is it another illusion? He opens his eyes to see the inky black face of the succubus directly in front of him. Her forehead is pressed to his and his hands are on either side of her face. The sensation of the taut cable has completely disappeared from his hands, and he’s afraid she may have found another way to trick him.
“Dean?”
Sam’s voice is a welcome sound, and he turns toward it gratefully. Sam is hunched in the tiny cave, doubled over to fit his tall frame in the space. Machete in hand, Sam looks ready to strike, but he’s holding back. Instantly suspicious, Dean raises himself to his knees, prepared for this illusion to attack him as well.
“Dean, are you okay?” The concern in Sam’s voice seems genuine, but then again, so did Carly. “Talk to me! What’s going on?”
Dean takes a minute to assess the situation. He can see the body of the succubus lying motionless on the cave floor. He can see the worry on Sam’s face. He feels the cold moisture of the rock at his back, but how much can he trust his senses? The hospital room seemed equally real. How can he tell which is the illusion? He looks again at his brother. Warm hazel eyes stare back, full of emotion. Fear, concern, love.
“Give me your blade.” Dean speaks the sentence quietly. Unsure whether Sam will hand it over freely or use it to attack him, he opts for trust and reaches out his open hand. Sam places it handle-first in his palm, eyes questioning but saying nothing. Dean turns to the figure on the floor and observes it. There is no movement at all. No sign of breathing, eyes open and unblinking, lips parted in a soft frown. Dean raises the machete high and brings it down across her neck, severing it cleanly at the shoulders.

The fires have burned down by the time the boys climb down from the cave. The last corpse still burns in its stone coffin, but the light can’t be seen from down here. Dean spent the climb telling Sam the story, but he’s still not fully convinced that this is reality.
“So, nothing happened?”
“No dude, I told you. Nothing happened.”
Sam doesn’t look convinced. A half smile pulls at his lips as he continues.
“You’re telling me that you found yourself in a dream world with a beautiful woman you’ve been sniffing after for days, created by a creature that can mess with your head and ramp up your emotions, and nothing happened?”
“Yeah. That’s what I’m telling you.”
Sam stops at the top of the path and turns to face his brother.
“Dean?”
“Yeah.”
“You’re fly is undone.”



21st-Jul-2009 08:38 pm - Supernatural... dean ... yeah
girls, tattoos

Dean Winchester sits quietly in the rear seat of his beloved Chevy Impala, listening to the discussion in the front. He finds it hard to stay awake now, the feeling of exhaustion getting worse by the minute. He wonders how much blood he’s lost. The demon squeezed out at least a couple of pints, but fortunately his Dad stopped it before it could take too much. He tries to follow the conversation. Dad is angry that Sam didn’t fire the gun. Sam is explaining that some things are more important than killing the demon that took their mother. Sam shoots him a glance in the rear view mirror, and he realizes that Sam has finally learned the lesson he’s been trying to teach. Family first. “That’s my boy, Sammy,” Dean thinks to himself, too exhausted to voice the words aloud. A sudden cacophony explodes around them, and headlights shine through the passenger side window. The car shakes violently and slides sideways, seemingly forever. He tries to hold on, but his world shrinks to darkness.

Light shines brightly through the windows of the car, reflecting off the windshield and basking Sam’s face in an angelic glow.
“Sam, wake up.” A woman’s voice whispers.
Sam squints his eyes and turns away, but does not awaken.
“Wake up, honey!” the voice repeats, and a delicate hand brushes his cheek.
Sam opens his eyes and finds himself looking into the clear blue eyes of his girlfriend, Jessica. She looks just as he remembers, her long flowing blonde hair backlit by a brilliant light, her porcelain skin free of makeup, just as beautiful as the day he met her.
“What are you doing here?” he asks, then immediately kicks himself for not starting with “I missed you so much.”
Jess smiles down at him, her eyes blazing with love.
“I came to tell you it’s time to get up.”
“Why?”
“Because they’re coming.”
“Who’s coming?” Sam asks, becoming frustrated with the conversation.
“THEY are!”
Suddenly hit with an intense pain, Sam presses his fingers against his forehead. He sees in his mind’s eye a black sedan pull to the side of the road, and two big, burly men get out. Eyes as black as pitch, they grab the three Winchester men none too gently and deposit them in the trunk before driving away.
“You have to get up, NOW!” Jess repeats, her voice betraying an anxiety Sam hadn’t noticed before.
He shakes his head as if to clear it, and opens his eyes. Jess is nowhere to be seen. It’s dark. Nighttime. His fingers are sticky where he pressed them to his head, and he realizes it’s blood. His blood. He sits up straighter in the driver’s seat and gingerly takes stock. Everything seems to be intact, but his head throbs unrelentingly and there is a shooting pain in his left arm that betrays the injury beneath. Beside him, his father sits slumped against the passenger door, which is buckled and bent inward. His face is also darkened with blood, as are his shoulder and shirtfront.
“Dad” he says, quietly. Unsure whether he should touch his father or not.
“Dad?” he repeats. No response.
The sound of a car floats on the evening breeze, far off but coming this way. Reminded of the vision, he opens the driver’s door and pulls his father out of the car. Bothered by the movement, John Winchester groans in pain but does not awaken. Sam does his best to be careful as he pulls his father toward a small copse of trees nearby. Working with only one hand is difficult, but the urgency of the situation means putting his own needs second to that of his family. Racing back to the damaged Impala, he yanks open the rear door and catches his brother as he slumps out of the vehicle. Dean makes no sound. No grunts of pain as his father did, no resistance to the movement. This is concerns Sam, but there’s no time to worry about it now, all that’s important is getting everyone hidden before the car arrives.
With John and Dean concealed by the long grass and trees, Sam makes one last trip to the car. The trunk has come open in the accident, and although the weapons locker is still closed, several guns can be seen through the buckled fender.
“Dean’s gonna kill me.” Sam thinks to himself as he pulls out his father’s journal, the Colt revolver and a couple of knives. The damage to the car is extensive.

The black car parks behind the crumpled Impala and two men jump out. They note the open doors on the driver’s side with displeasure, but choose to search the vehicle anyway. One pulls the trunk open and rummages through the assorted weapons found within. The other searches through the contents of the glove box, tossing the cigar box of fake ID’s over his shoulder and out the door with disdain and continuing his search in the back seat. Sam tries to focus on their movements to see if he can recognize the two men, but the dizziness has overtaken him and he finds it hard to concentrate. Fighting nausea, he sits lower in the grass and leans his head against a tree. The two men finish their search and hindered by the darkness they return to their car and drive away.

Dean awakens to a bright blue sky and the soft feeling of grass behind his head. It’s a beautiful day; the birds are singing and the ants… the ants are crawling on his cheek! He sits up with a start, brushing the offending insects from his face.
“It’s about time you woke up, sleepyhead!”
Surprised, Dean looks up to see Layla’s smiling face.
“I thought you were going to sleep all day!”
“Wha, what are you doing here?” Dean asks groggily.
“I’m enjoying a lovely day with my boyfriend and his brother. What about you?” She tosses him a charming smile. Just then, Sam jogs over, Frisbee in hand.
“He awake yet?”
“Yeah,” Layla answers, “but sleeping beauty here seems to have woken up grumpy.”
“C’mon, Dean, join in the game, these kids are killing me here!”
Dean looks around, still confused. There are several young boys and girls standing in a group. He recognizes one or two, but not the rest.
“What’s going on here?” He asks, looking at Sam.
“Well,” Sam answers, “Layla here is watching you sleep and I gotta say, it looks like she was thinking naughty thoughts…” he winks in her direction. “…and I, on the other hand, am getting thoroughly trounced by a bunch of neighborhood kids in a game of Frisbee, and I could use a little help here!” He pulls Dean to his feet and leads him back to the group of kids, who give a quick cheer and run back to their places on the field. Sam throws the disc to Dean, who catches it unenthusiastically, looking down as if to observe the feel of it in his hands.
“Throw it! Throw it!” one of the kids shouts. Dean tosses it towards the group, watching as two children scramble to catch it and toss it on.

Sam looks doubtfully at the giant semi. The door is open, it looks as though the driver just wandered off. He climbs in and notes the bed in behind the seats. Without any other options, he trudges back to where his family waits and prepares to move them once again. He takes his fathers hand, hoping to get enough momentum to hoist him up over his shoulder. John instinctively bats the hand away and opens his eyes.
“Dad! Are you okay?” Sam asks, surprised and pleased that his dad’s awake.
“I’ll be fine as soon as you turn off that damn radio!” John snaps.
“What radio?”
Holding his hands to his ears, then removing them again, John comes to the conclusion that the sound is in his head. Shaking his head to try and clear it, he offers Sam his left hand and allows himself to be helped to his feet. Grunting in agony, a trickle of blood begins to flow down his leg. He leans against the tree, taking the weight off the damaged limb and cradling his right arm as well. Sam offers his shoulder, and John leans heavily against his son. Together, the two slowly weave a crooked path to the truck and manage to climb in.
Once his father is settled in the passenger seat, Sam returns for Dean. Concern blossoms as he shoulders his brother’s dead weight. Still no sounds or movement, if he hadn’t checked for a pulse Sam would’ve thought Dean was dead. Getting him into the cab of the truck is a huge challenge. John is in no condition to help, and Sam only has one useable arm. Finally, after much work and a little finesse, Dean lies comfortably in the back bed. Sam turns his attention to the steering wheel and overwhelming mass of instruments on the dashboard.
“How hard can it be?” He asks himself, starting the ignition and pushing the stick into first gear. An obnoxious shriek sounds from the engine, getting louder the harder Sam pushes on the stick. John chuckles in the seat beside him.
“I guess I didn’t teach you enough after all!” he jokes. “How about a crash course in double-clutching?”

After the game, Layla and the brothers saunter back to their childhood home in Lawrence, Kansas. As Sam closes the door behind them, Dean pulls him into the den and sits him down on the sofa.
“Okay Sam. Tell me what’s going on.”
“What do you mean?”
“What do you mean, what do I mean?” he waves his hand around, indicating the house. “I mean all this! The house, Layla, everything!”
Clearly not understanding, Sam stares at Dean with a quizzical expression.
“You don’t find this strange?” Dean asks.
“What’s strange?” Sam responds incredulously. “We went out. We had a picnic and a game of Frisbee in the park. We came home. What’s strange about that?”
“You don’t find it strange that we’re having this conversation in a house we haven’t lived in for OVER 20 YEARS???” Dean demands.
“What’s this about 20 years, Dean? You’ve been living here ever since Mom and Dad retired to Florida last year.”
“What?” Dean thunders, highly agitated and confused. “What do you mean, Mom and Dad retired to Florida?!?”
Before Sam can respond, Layla enters the room.
“Sam,” she interrupts. “Jess just called, she’s expecting you home in 10 minutes.”
Sam nods. “Gotta go, Dean. Can’t keep the lady waiting!” He grabs his coat with a boyish grin on his face, and hurries out the door.
Layla turns to Dean.
“We’d better get to bed, honey. You want to be fresh for work tomorrow.”
“Work?” Dean shakes his head, clearly confused. “What work?” He looks around as if trying to remember this life he now finds himself in.
“The boys at the precinct are expecting you to bring the coffee, so don’t forget this time!” She laughs and turns towards the staircase. Dean jumps up from the sofa and grabs her by the elbow.
“Just wait a minute!” he growls. “What are you talking about?” His eyes soften as he meets her bewildered gaze. Realizing that none of this is her fault, he releases her elbow.
“I’m sorry.” He says softly. “I’ll be up in a little while.” He watches her retreating back, wondering what set of circumstances resulted in his being here with no recollection of this life. He looks down and notices a photo on a nearby table. It depicts himself and Layla on the back deck, his arms around her shoulders. In the background his father is barbecuing steaks, while his mother looks on. Sam and his girlfriend Jessica are sitting in deck chairs holding hands and enjoying the sun. The photograph touches a chord of longing deep inside that he didn’t know existed. Not knowing what to believe, he stands there in the dark with the photo in hand. Sounds of Layla moving about upstairs drift down, her soft hum broken only by the occasional running of water in the bathroom.
“What’s wrong, Dean?” a young voice asks. “Not what you were hoping for?”
He turns to see a young boy in the doorway. Instantly suspicious, he squares his shoulders and faces him.
“Who are you?” He asks, his voice a low, threatening growl.
“Don’t you recognize me?”
Memory flashes across Dean’s face. He realizes this boy is a version of himself, age 9.
“So what? Am I dead? Why are you here if I’m dead?”
“You’re not quite dead yet, I just stopped by for a visit.”
“A visit?”
“Yeah. A visit. If you die now, you’ll be stuck with this…” he waves his hand at the photograph still in Dean’s hands “for the rest of eternity. I wouldn’t want to leave you suffering in this suburban hell if there’s a chance I can bring you back to my world!”
“Your world?” Dean shudders. “I’ve lived in your world, and if I have the chance, I’ll pass, thank you very much!”
“You fit so much better in my world! In my world you can be the hero. You can spend your days driving that cool car of yours all over the countryside, answering to no-one but yourself and helping people that don’t even know your real name. In my world you can risk your life day after day for people who can’t even see what’s right in front of their face! Isn’t that much more fun?”
“Dean! Come up to bed!” Layla calls down from the top of the stairs. Dean turns and waves her away, and when he turns back, the boy is gone.

Sam sits by the hospital bed, watching the pale face of his brother as the myriad of machines beep a count of each breath and beat of his heart. The worry on his face is evident, as is his lack of sleep.
“Try and get some rest.” The soft voice of a nurse encourages. “He won’t be waking up anytime soon. You should use the time to sleep yourself.”
Sam thanks her with a smile and turns back to his brother. Brow creasing with anxiety, he continues to watch the rise and fall of his brothers chest.

“Breakfast is ready!” Layla shouts up the stairs. Dean awakens and sits up, the bedsheets falling away to reveal his toned and muscular arms. With a groan he rubs his face, trying to dispel the feeling that something is wrong.
“Hurry up, or you’ll be late!”
He grabs his ratty jeans and hops into them as he goes downstairs. Layla looks him up and down, and noting his jeans and T-shirt says “you’re kidding, right?”
“Get back upstairs and get into your uniform. You know the boys will blame me if you’re late!”
Back up in the bedroom, Dean opens the closet to find a crisply pressed policeman’s uniform hanging on the back of the door. Unsure of himself, he puts it on and wanders back downstairs.
“That’s better!” she nods approvingly. “Joe will be here any second to pick you up. And don’t forget the coffee on your way in!” She slides around the counter and reaches up to straighten his collar. Satisfied that it looks perfect, she pauses with her hands on his shoulders and looks into his eyes.
“Be careful out there today.” She says lovingly. “I don’t know what I’d do without you.”

The doctor flips pages on a clipboard. His face, though passively neutral, still seems to project dissatisfaction. He puts the clipboard back at the foot of the bed and turns to Sam who looks up expectantly.
“Well, his brain activity is promising, but I can’t give you any answers as to when he might wake up. Quite frankly, there’s nothing seriously wrong with him other than anaemia and a moderate concussion, and I’m surprised he hasn’t awoken already.”
Sam thanks the doctor and resumes his bedside vigil. Fatigue lines his face, and his rumpled clothing give testament to how long he’s been sitting in that chair. Wondering if talking might help Dean recover, Sam leans forward to say… well something. Anything. What should he say?
“Dean, I…” he begins. “This is ridiculous.” He sighs, leaning back again, listening to the rhythmic beep of the machines.
Willing to try again, he leans in.
“Hey Dean,” he whispers, “there’s this really cute nurse here who keeps asking about you.” No response.
“Yeah, her name is Carly and she’s blonde and, well, ‘fit’ I guess is the word. Just your type. Why don’t you check her out next time she comes by?”
Satisfied with that, he leans back in his chair and settles in to wait out the night.

Dean wanders aimlessly through the brightly-lit hallways of the precinct, unsure of what he should be doing. He passes several people, all of whom greet him by name.
“Hey Officer Winchester!” a youthful voice calls. “Thanks for helping me out the other day with my bike. I don’t know how I would’ve gotten home if you hadn’t helped me!”
He turns to see a young girl, maybe 8 or 9 years old. She holds up a small box of doughnuts. “Mom says I should say thanks, and that all p’licemen like doughnuts!”
Dean smiles down at her and thanks her for the treat. She waves goodbye and runs down the hall to her mom.
“Thanks Officer Winchester, you’re my hero!” parrots a mocking voice. The young version of himself steps out of a nearby doorway. “Can’t you just see yourself helping little brats like that for all eternity? What a bore!”
Surprisingly, Dean can see himself doing just that. He realizes that even with the nagging feeling of unease, he’s happier than he’s ever been before. His Mom’s alive, Sam is safe and going back to law school. Layla is alive and in love with him. He briefly considers what she would say if he proposed tonight…
“Don’t tell me you’re actually thinking about staying!” The boy says, incredulously. “You would choose this over all the fun we’ve had in the past? You know you love fighting demons and shootin’ shit. You’ll be bored beyond belief in this suburban cesspool!”
“Actually,” Dean replies, “I was just thinking that I can’t imagine a better way to spend my days.”

An abnormal beep in one of the machines startles Sam awake. Odd, he didn’t realize he had drifted off. He looks up at the machine and notices that Dean’s heartbeat reads 10 beats per minute lower than it did last time he checked. Another abnormal beep and the monitor shows a further 5 digit drop.
“Come on Dean, don’t do this to me!” He pleads softly. “It’s time to wake up!”
The only response is another drop in heart rate. The numbers are now dangerously low.
“DEAN!” he calls, loudly now. “Wake up! You can’t leave, you’re not the type to go out like this!”

Dean looks down at the ring nestled in its velvet box, the glittering diamond reflecting in the light. “She’s gonna love it” he thinks to himself as he tucks it safely into his shirt pocket.

“Dean!” Sam shouts again, watching the blips on the heart monitor grow farther and farther apart. The readout on the brain wave scanner steadily decreases, each wiggling arm making smaller and smaller oscillations.
“Listen to me! You have to come back. Right now. That’s an order!” Sam’s voice grows more desperate with each passing moment.

Layla smiles lovingly as he places the ring on her finger. Time flashes ahead and we see her dressed in white, walking down the aisle towards a smiling Dean. They kiss in front of the minister, and their friends and family stand and applaud. John and Mary are in the front row, Mary looks at her son with love and pride and he smiles back.

The machines are beeping continually now; a team of doctors and nurses rush into the room and push Sam aside.
“Dean!” He shouts, frantic now and desperate to do anything he can. “Don’t you dare! You have to fight this, Dean!”

Time races onward, Layla grows large, and soon it’s time to take her to the hospital. Dean smiles down at her as she lies on the delivery room table, sweat beading on her brow. She takes his hand, squeezing it through the pain of the contractions, but never letting it break their eye contact. The wail of a newborn fills the room, and the loving couple turns to see their son for the first time. A nurse cleans and wraps the baby, and places him in Layla’s waiting arms. After passing the child, the nurse walks to the doorway as if to leave, but turns back to survey the scene. Dean feels her gaze, and looks up in time to see her remove her surgical mask, revealing a look of sadness. Behind her, the dark doorway flashes with action. A young girl screams as an ominous hand pulls her into a dark closet. A man’s head falls to the ground and rolls to a stop at the feet of a tall gangly figure. Fire blazes in an infants nursery, swallowing everything in its path. And Sam. A beacon of light in a darkened world. Sam, fighting the darkness alone, refusing to let it obscure the last shreds of goodness. Sam, and others like him. Fighting. Falling. Dying. So many people, all falling into darkness. So many children screaming, crying, lost. So much evil.
A far off voice echoes through the room.
“You have to fight this, Dean!”

All is quiet in the room as the doctor works to bring Dean back. The heart monitor blurts a lonely beat every now and again, but much more slowly than it should. The doctor injects adrenaline directly into his heart, while a nurse stands ready with a defibrillator. Sam stands in the corner feeling lost and alone.

Dean looks down at Layla, whose expression turns from contentment to fear.
“No.” She says. “Don’t.”
Dean places a gentle kiss on her forehead and replies “I have to.”
“Please?” She begs.
“I don’t belong here. I never did. This is not my life and it never could be.”
“Please don’t go!” She wails, her eyes beseeching him to stay.
“I love you, Layla. And I’m sorry. I wish… I… I just wish.” With that, he turns and exits the room.

The heart monitor trips in an extra beat, making Sam look up with hope. One, then another. Gradually it resumes a steady rhythm and the people in the room breathe a collective sigh of relief. After a final check of all vital signs, the team leaves Sam in peace at Dean’s bedside. Sam leans over, Dean’s hand held tightly in his, watching his face for any sign of change. Dean’s eyelids flutter and open, slowly at first, then fully.
“Oh, you better not be holding my hand!” he breathes, a throaty tired-sounding yet still sarcastic whisper. “Let go before someone notices!”
Sam smiles. Looks his brother in the eye and says “I thought you were a goner.”
“Yeah, well, I guess you’re stuck with me for awhile longer.”
He looks up with sorrow reflecting in his eyes. “I saw Mom.”
Sam looks shocked. Surprised. Not sure what to say.
“And Dad. And Layla. And even Jessica. Well, I didn’t actually see Jessica, but she was there.”
Sam, still unsure what to say, waits for Dean to continue.
“Yeah, it was frickin’ paradise. Safe. Full of love. All I ever wanted.” He looks Sam in the eye. “But some jackass out here had to shout some shit about not giving up.”
Sam smiles.
“Thanks, Sammy.”
“You’re welcome.”
“Now let go of my hand, you freak.”

The heavy breathing is getting louder and harder to ignore. Just like last night, his roommate is having a sex dream and Dean isn’t sure he can take it anymore. He grabs the pillow and puts it over his head, pressing it hard against his ear. Not much better. Being stuck in the hospital is bad enough, but sharing a room with a dream gigolo makes it that much worse. Last night he tried to go for a walk to escape the moaning, but by the time he reached the door he was too tired to open it. Man, anaemia sucks! It’s been five days since they brought him in and he still doesn’t have the energy to do anything more than lie in bed. At least Carly is there to nurse him back to health. Thinking of the svelte nurse in her slightly too-tight scrubs brings a smile to his face. Thoughts of her are almost enough to give him a sex dream of his own. He’d prefer the real thing of course, but not until he regains some of his usual stamina.

The grunting on the far side of the curtain gets louder once again, and Dean considers throwing the pillow at the man in the next bed. Gerry is mediocre company at best. He only recently awakened from a coma that had lasted the better part of a year, and all he talks about is how big his kids have gotten since he saw them last. Dean is surprised that he has the energy to dream these dreams for two nights in a row after such a long hospital stay. He wouldn’t have pegged Gerry as a dreamer, or even a particularly passionate lover at home. He seems more like the kind of guy who would sit up late playing on his computer, leaving his wife to fall asleep alone. How he ended up with two kids is a mystery. The moaning has abated, now comes the mumbling. Same as the night before, it sounds as though Gerry is trying to ask a question but can’t get the words out. Perhaps he’s asking for more? Asking to stop? Dean hopes it’s to stop. He’ll never get enough rest to break out of here if he can’t sleep at night! Sam will be over again in the morning to check on him and Dad, and he doesn’t want to have to answer the inevitable questions about the dark circles under his eyes. He looks at the clock on the far wall. Four AM. Gerry’s been going at it for almost two hours! The man must have the energy of the freakin’ Energizer bunny to last that long! Well, at least he quieted down now and Dean can finally get some sleep. Just as he’s closing his eyes, a dark shadow flits past the foot of his bed. Dean squints in the darkened room to try to make out the shape, but he can’t see anything out of the ordinary. Chalking it up to his fatigue and imagination, he resettles the pillow, breathes a deep sigh and closes his eyes. He doesn’t see the crack of light hit the wall as door opens into the brightly-lit hallway.

Sam enters the room quietly, noting Dean’s closed eyes and steady breathing. He pulls up the nearby chair, intending to sit until Dean wakes up.
“How’s Dad?”
The groggy voice surprises Sam, it’s been his experience that Dean snaps to full alertness when he wakes up. He’s never seen this bleary-eyed sluggish behavior before.
“He’s doing okay” Sam replies.
John Winchester is on the other side of the ward, closer to the nurse’s station. His bullet wound and broken bones are a minor problem. The demon left him with excessive amounts of impurities in his blood that his liver and kidneys are working overtime to clean out. The doctors are calling it an infection in the bloodstream, but Sam knows the truth. They tell him not to worry about the pallor of John’s skin. At the moment he looks a grayish yellow colour, and he shakes like a 90 year-old. That should go away once the irritants are out of his blood. It’s just a matter of time before John is back to his usual charming self, but for now he’s like a caged bear. Frustrated with himself and his weakness, he’s been lashing out at everyone around him, including Sam. It’s not so bad, though. Sam is just happy that his family is alive. He can take the abuse knowing that things will return to normal once the hospital stay is over.
“I watched him try to eat that blue Jell-o they served last night, but it kept jiggling off his spoon.” Sam chuckles. “I would have offered to help him, but I know how he hates that.”
“Yeah, well, there comes a time in every mans life when he should be allowed to eat his Jell-o with grace and dignity.” Dean grins ruefully, eyeing his own cup of blue goo sitting still-untouched on his bedside table.
“How about you? How are you doing this morning?”
Sam was released from the hospital days ago and has been staying in the hotel across the street. He sports a cast on his left arm that goes up past the elbow, and the bruising on his face has faded to a nasty shade of yellow. He was released on the condition that he wouldn’t drive a car for at least a week, which is fine because the Impala is in no condition to be driven. Bobby had it towed to his junkyard for repair and Sam hopes that it’s back to normal before Dean gets a chance to see it.
“I’m just fine.” Sam answers. “I got a great night’s sleep despite the traffic noise outside, which is more than I can say for you. Those bags under your eyes are big enough to put your groceries in!”
“Yeah, well, I was bored so I though I’d go out dancing. I only just got back a few minutes ago. I was going to invite you along but I thought you might have a girl in that fancy hotel room of yours.”
Sam laughs at the obvious deflection. He starts to regale Dean with the tale of his fictional date when he’s interrupted by the doctor coming in for morning rounds.
“And how are we today?” the doctor asks, picking up the chart at the foot of the bed.
“I don’t know about you,” Dean answers, “but we’re just fine.”
Ignoring Dean’s response, the doctor turns to the nurse, making notes in the chart and telling her to raise the dose of iron and folic acid. Turning back to Dean, he notes the bags under his eyes with disapproval.
“Your numbers are coming up, but slowly. Tell me Mr. Winchester. How have you been sleeping at night?”
“Just great.” Dean says with a smile. “I sleep like a teenager at the prom.”
He’s rewarded with a grin from Sam, but the doctor is not amused.
“Someone in your condition needs as much rest as he can get. Your recovery will be much slower if you keep burning the midnight oil. I’m going to recommend a sleeping tablet for tonight, we’ll see if that will help you get more rest.”
Dean makes a face at the doctor’s back as he moves on to Gerry’s bed.
“And how are we today, Mr. White?” The doctor’s voice holds the same false brightness it had when asking Dean that question.
“I’m telling you Sam” Dean whispers “this guy’s not normal. No one can go around to the same people every day and ask the same questions and write the same notes in the chart. There’s gotta be some sort of time loop going on here!”
“It’s a hospital, Dean.” Sam whispers back. “They pay him extra to be this boring!”
“It looks like we had some excitement last night Mr. White.” The brothers smile as they predict the ending of the doctor’s sentence. “Your recovery will be much slower if you don’t get enough sleep at night.”
Laughing at the doctor’s lack of personality, Dean relates the tale of Gerry’s nocturnal activities to Sam.
“…and I’m telling you, bro. I don’t think I can take another night of his philandering!”
The story ends with the timely entrance of Carly, the one good thing about this hospital stay. Tall, blonde and beautiful, she is everything a woman should be. Her cheerful smile lights up the room and her perky personality makes Dean want to get well faster so he can take some time to explore her other attributes.
“Good morning, Dean!” She says with a bright smile. “Do you feel up to having a shower today, or do you need another sponge bath?”
Sam takes his cue and leaves the room, shooting Dean a wink and a smile as he closes the door behind him.

Dean curses quietly in the darkness. Pillow pressed over one ear, the other buried in the mattress, and still he can hear the sound of Gerry dreaming in the next bed. He eyes the sleeping pill in its little white medicine cup. Not one to turn to artificial means, he is loathe to take the blue tablet, but the doctor is right about one thing. The less he sleeps, the longer his stay will be. With a defeated sigh he picks it up and tosses it in his mouth, flushing it down with a swig of water. He lies back to wait for it to kick in. Gerry’s only been at it for about 15 minutes. Dean hopes the pill takes effect soon or it will be another long couple of hours. He closes his eyes and let his thoughts drift. Images of Carly float in his mind. Carly and her too-tight scrubs. Carly without her too-tight scrubs. He smiles at the intoxicating image, the familiar feeling of desire creeping up his body. His thoughts are interrupted much too soon by Gerry’s rhythmic mumbling. Begging in his sleep again. This time the begging started before he even finished. Long before, if the past two nights are any indication, it’s only been an hour.
“That is it!” Dean thinks to himself. Groggy from the sleep aid, he stumbles a little as he climbs out of bed. Holding the back of the chair for support, he reaches for the curtain that separates his bed from Gerry’s. Outside the window, a car turns the corner momentarily bathing the room in a soft white glow. Gerry’s form is illuminated against the curtain for a few seconds, and the shape is much too large. Dean freezes, hand outstretched, undecided on what to do next. He shakes his head, wishing he hadn’t swallowed that damn pill. Quietly and as steadily as possible, he steps to the wall and peers around the edge of the curtain. The sheets are thrown back from Gerry’s bed, and a shadowed figure straddles his sleeping form. His arms move weakly, as if trying to fight her off, but unable to do anything without the power of his conscious mind. Dean looks around for a weapon, but there’s nothing in the small room with enough weight to do any good. Reminding himself that it’s only a girl, he whips back the curtain and steps to the bed in one fluid motion. Caught unawares, the dark figure on the bed pauses for a moment before disentangling herself from Gerry and rising to her feet. Knees bent, arms at the ready, one foot on either side of his hips, she looks like a jungle creature about to pounce. Her black skin glistens with an oily sheen and her ebony hair cascades down her back like a waterfall of shining tar. She wears a thin leather loincloth with straps that come up and over her shoulders, criss-crossing and circling her torso in a way that covers her nipples, but little else. Dean circles around the foot of the bed, eyeing her warily but unsure what to do with her. She follows him with her eyes, daring him to make his move. Suddenly she leaps into action. With Dean directly behind her, she jumps into a graceful backflip, balancing a hand on each of his shoulders on the way over, and landing with catlike grace on the floor behind him. Dean whips around to face her, his head spinning with the effort. She presses her lithe body against his, holding his hands behind his back with superhuman strength.
“What are you going to do, big boy?” She asks in a lilting whisper, her warm breath caressing his cheek. “You’re not ready for me yet.”
He struggles against her grip, pushing forward and attempting a head-butt. She steps to the side and releases his hands with a spin that sends him crashing to the floor. Lying on his back, he watches the ceiling spin lazily in the darkness. He gets up to his knees, but he can’t get his balance. She gives his shoulder a push with one foot and he falls back to the floor.
“Don’t worry, my friend.” She says, as she runs her foot seductively down his chest. “We have plenty of time, you’ll get your turn.”
His meager energy spent in the brief tussle, he tries to fight against the encroaching darkness, but the sleeping pill is too powerful and he succumbs to its strength.

Ten o’clock. The corners of Sam’s mouth turn down in a pensive frown as he checks the time again. Never in all his life has he seen Dean sleep this late. Even at his absolute worst after that incident in Boise, Idaho when he spent the night in the washroom driving the porcelain bus, he was still up at nine in the morning. On a normal day he’s up no later than seven. Sam decides to go back and take some more abuse from their father. Dean needs his rest.

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21st-Jul-2009 11:28 am - Mixed Up


Chapter 1


Dean was enjoying his black coffee in the lunchroom in the town center. They had just checked in at a hotel a couple of blocks from the center. They had wanted to stay in a motel, but in this town, there was only one and it was closed for renovation. So they decided to stay in one of the lovely hotels in the town center. They were on another hunt and mapping it out while having lunch. Sam filled him in on the events registered in the papers in the past couple of weeks. While Dean was listening to Sam reading the outlines, he checked out the girls in the corner and threw a smile at them. He heard them giggle. Content with the reaction, he sat back and enjoyed the view some more. He looked forward to the evening when he could go on his other hunt; the hunt for a girl in one of the local bars. He could use some fun and this appeared to be a fun little town. It was gonna be a good hunt too. Sammy had made plans of his own. He was going to visit some old friends and stay over. One of his fellow students had moved here and she was throwing a party. She had invited a bunch of friends, who were coming over tonight and Sammy had been invited too. Dean looked forward to going out on his own again. Sometimes he just needed a break from spending day in and day out with his little brother. Before the party for both of them started, however, they had some research to do.

Tracy finally arrived at the hotel. She had been driving for hours and she was glad that she had reached her destiny in one piece. The Cadillac she had bought from her savings before she left home was almost falling apart. She shouldn’t have taken the old timer, but she hadn’t been able to resist it. The moment she saw the blue Caddy, she had fallen in love with the car. It was nothing she couldn’t fix, cause she knew her way around old cars, but she hadn’t had the time yet. Tracy was going to work for the old timer dealer in town. She would start in two weeks, but she had decided to come here now and look for a place to stay and check out the town. For the coming days, she had chosen this hotel and she was glad she was here. As soon as she checked in, she made her way upstairs, with only her weekend bag. She had left her other belongings in the car. She didn’t bring much with her, but still it was too much to take with her into the hotel. After she registered and got the key, she searched for her room along the long corridor. Man, this hotel is huge! Why need so many rooms for such an insignificant small town, she thought. The hotel wasn’t exactly a first class hotel either. They had given her what seemed to be a very old fashioned large key. She finally found her room, number 9, and tried the lock. It didn’t give easily, but finally she succeeded in opening the door and stepped inside. The first thing she did was put the bag on the closest bed and headed for the shower. She would check out the rest of the room later.


Chapter 2

After lunch, Dean dropped Sam off at the library. He was going to do some research before heading off to his friends. Dean was going to check out the site where supposedly ghostly apparitions were dwelling, scaring the living daylight out of people. He was going to check it out with Sam the following night, but he wanted to do a check during the day first, so it would be easier to orientate during the night. He was going to swing by the hotel first, cause he needed some supplies from his bag which he left in the hotel room.

He saw it from a distance already, parked in the sun, shiny, beautiful, blue. It was a Caddy. After he parked his car, he couldn’t help but take a closer look. The interior seemed original. Wow, what a car. He would love to have a word with its owner. He loved old timers. It suited this hotel, he thought. It was probably about the same age, only the car seemed to be in a better state. Anyway, they had a roof over their heads and it wasn’t too expensive. He remembered closing the door a bit too hard on his way in when they entered the room. He had heard some clanging. He hadn’t seen anything, but it sounded like something was broken.

Dean walked slowly through the hallway. Man he hated long corridors. He heard sounds all over the place. He looked over his shoulder, but there was nothing there. Maybe they should stay inside the hotel tonight and hunt ghosts here, he thought and smirked at his own joke. He walked towards his room and felt for the key from his pocket. He turned the key in the lock and then stopped. He heard water running. He knew the walls were thin, but this sounded as if it was in their room. It couldn’t be Sammy, cause he just dropped him off. He might have long legs and run like the wind, but he definitely could not have gotten back here before him. Dean slowly opened the door and peeped inside.

Tracy felt more and more relaxed by the minute. A good hot shower always made her feel better. This might be an old hotel, but at least the shower is good, she thought. She washed away her tiredness and bad mood. She would have to work a couple of weeks first before she would be able to buy all the parts she needed to fix the car. She had hoped that the Caddy would last longer than just a drive to her new life as opposed to some time in her new life. Anyway, she could do things by foot here or she could get around on bike. The town wasn’t that big.

She was broken from her thought by noise. She knew the walls were probably thin, but this sounded as if it was inside her hotel room. Cautious as she was, she stepped out of the shower, but left it running. She draped herself in one of the towels and walked to the door. There definitely was someone inside the room. She looked around for something she could use as a weapon. She grabbed the toilet brush. Not exactly a great choice, but there was nothing else. The handle was made of wood at least. She went back to the door and stood beside it, waiting.

Dean stepped inside their room. There was a bag on one of the beds and it wasn’t his or Sam’s. He walked to the second bed and took a look behind it. There was his bag, which he had put there. Sam had put his back in the cupboard. Dean checked and there it was.
So he was not going crazy and this was their room. He headed for the bathroom door, since there seemed to be someone in the shower. He grabbed a lamp from the side table near the bathroom door and reached for the knob. He swung the door open and faced wet Tracy, who was about to attack him with the toilet brush.


Chapter 3

Both Dean and Tracy froze for a minute and then started talking at the same time.

“Who are you and what the hell are you doing in my room.” They both yelled at each other.

“You first,” said Dean, in the mean time taking her in and liking what he saw. This would be the best hotel they had ever stayed in if this came with the room.

“This is my room”, Tracy said. “What are you doing here?” Looking into the most beautiful eyes she had ever seen. She felt her heart pounding faster and it wasn’t because she was scared.

“Well, there must be some kind of mix up here, because this is definitely my room”, Dean replied. His eyes trawled a bit lower and for a moment they lingered on her long legs which were sticking out under the towel.

“Ok, look, we can do this all day, but could you put down the lamp first?” Tracy said. “You’re not thinking of attacking me with that are you?” She motioned towards the lamp.

Dean looked at the lamp in his hand and instantly felt quite dumb. He was a hunter and there were loads of weapons in his bag. What the hell was he doing with a lamp! He put down the lamp and threw back a smartass remark about the toilet brush. “Well, you didn’t pick a deadly weapon yourself there missy,” he said, pointing at the toilet brush.

Now it was Tracy’s turn to feel dumb and she put down the toilet brush. “Let me finish in here. I’ll be out in a minute, so we can sort this out,” she said.

“OK,” Dean said and backed away reluctantly. He wouldn’t mind giving here a hand finishing in there. Damn she was hot. He turned and walked towards the bed, opposite the bathroom door where he sat down, eyes fixed on the door. If he was lucky, she would come out, wrapped only in that towel. He licked his lips at the thought of that.

Tracy turned off the shower and started drying herself off. She was still kinda mesmerized by the hazel eyes. She had taken a quick look at the rest of the stranger too. What she had seen was not bad at all. If this came with the hotel room, then it was the best hotel she had ever stayed in. She finished drying herself and hesitated when she reached for her clothes. She could of course leave her clothes where they were and face him in the towel. She decided she could use a little fun and headed for the door.

Dean’s eyes were still fixed on the bathroom door when Tracy walked out. He swallowed hard with the view of here wrapped only in a towel, her hair still wet and curly, falling over her shoulders. His eyes followed her all the way to the bed next to his where she sat down and seemingly reluctant crossed one leg over the other, exposing her thigh. She watched Dean watching her and internally smiled at his reaction. It seemed that he could be in for a bit of fun too.


Chapter 4

“So,” she started, “Your room or mine.” Instantly realizing how that sounded and blushed.

Dean didn’t seem to notice and answered: “Mine.” He stared into her eyes. She had the most beautiful dark eyes he had ever seen. It matched her hair perfectly. Oh how he loved to reach out run his fingers through those soft curls.

“What if I’m right?” Tracy asked. Her eyes pinned on his.

“Wanna bet?” Dean replied.

“I bet I’m right,” she said. She was sure she was in the right room and was going to use her key as proof. “How come I was able to open the door with my key if this is your room?” Tracy asked.

“You’re good?” Dean tried.

“Oh, I’m good alright, but my key opened that door,” she pointed at the door. “So I believe I’m in the right room,” she said. She was sitting with her back towards her bag. She reached for the key behind it. This movement exposed her thigh a little more. Dean’s eyes trawled back to her exposed thigh and were still fixed on it when Tracy turned.

“Like what you see?” she asked playfully.

Dean looked up. A smile played his lips, which said enough.

“Look at this.” She handed him her key. “Number 9.” Her hand touched his when she handed him the key and a warm sensation came over her. She would love to have those hands caressing her all over. God, what was wrong with her? She didn’t even know him!

“Yeah, I guess you’re right about the number on the key,” he said, “but this is room number 6.” He handed the key back to her.

“What do you mean 6?” Tracy got up and walked to the door. The door opened to the inside, but for Dean the number on the door wasn’t visible. Tracy started to say something, but stopped.

“What?” Dean asked. “Wrong number sweetheart?” He got up and walked towards her.

“Depends,” she said. She motioned her head towards the number. “It says 9 now, but I guess it was 6 before.”

The number appeared to have turned upside down. So that was the clanging sound Dean had heard earlier when he had shut the door.

“How could you have gotten in with your key then?” Dean asked.

“Well, it isn’t exactly the newest hotel, now is it?” she said. I guess the locks aren’t very good either. She remembered that the key hadn’t turned smoothly, but didn’t mention that.

Dean was standing close to Tracy and he picked up the smell of her freshly washed hair. Oh how he loved that smell. Tracy closed the door and started walking back to the bed. When she turned, her arm brushed against Dean’s. She looked at him. Their faces were really close now. They looked at each other and stayed like that for a moment. She turned her head and continued towards the bed. Dean followed.

“So, now what?” Dean asked. He sat down opposite her on the other bed. He licked his lips and looked at Tracy again. “You lost.”

“Lost what?” She asked. She wasn’t thinking straight anymore was beginning to feel all hot inside. She had wanted to put her lips on his right there at the door. What had gotten into her?

“The bet of course,” Dean said.

“We didn’t even set stakes. You can’t call that a bet,” she said.

“You said ‘you’re on’, so it was a bet.” Dean said. “And you said that you bet you were right.” He thought he saw her blush, but he wasn’t quite sure. His eyes lingered on her full lips for a moment and he thought of how soft they must feel.

“OK,” she said. “What do you want from me?” She definitely had something in mind and that was something along the course of jumping him right there.

“I think you can come up with something,” Dean said. More than anything, he wanted her to put those luscious lips on his. God, she was gorgeous!

They sat and watched each other for what seemed an eternity, but what was actually only a short moment. Tracy was contemplating if she should give in to her feelings. Dean was waiting to see what Tracy would do.


Chapter 5

The next moment Tracy lunged forward and put her luscious lips on Dean’s. He put his arms around her, drawing her in further. They rolled over onto the bed. She was on top of him. Tracy drew back and looked at him.

Dean grinned. “So that’s my prize huh?” he asked.

“Or mine for picking the wrong door.” Tracy said, moving forward again, placing her lips on his and putting her hands underneath his shirt, feeling his musled body.

Deans hands moved underneath her towel and he felt himself harden at the touch of her bare legs. He sat up straight, taking Tracy with him. She pulled his shirt over is head and reached for his pants. Not too much time later, Dean was stripped to his boxers. Their kisses were hot, tongues intertwined, hands stroking each other. They stopped for a moment to catch their breaths. Dean rid himself of his boxers and helped Tracy out of her towel. They fell onto the bed naked and were lost again in kisses, Dean on top of Tracy. Dean ran one hand through Tracy’s soft hair, leaning on the other. Tracy’s hands were stroking his muscled arms, shoulders and back.

Dean started massaging one breast with his hand and sucked the other gently. Her nipples hardened at his touch. She arched her back and let out a moan. She reached for his shaft. She started stroking it and now it was Dean’s turn to let out a moan. Dean’s hand was on her inner thigh now, moving towards her wet core and she started breathing faster. He gently carressed her womanhood and slowly inserted a finger. Tracy gasped. She closed her eyes. Dean moved in and out and added a second finger, massaging her clit with his thumb and covering her belly with kisses. Tracy felt all hot inside. God, he was good! It didn’t take long before she felt an orgasm build up inside of her. She closed her eyes, arched her back and exploded. She let out a loud moan. With her eyes still closed, she let the feeling wash over her. She was ready for more and really wanted him inside of her now.

When she opened her eyes again, Dean reached for his wallet and took out a condom. While she recovered from her first orgasm, he put on the condom and by the time he was ready, she was too, for the second round. She pulled him on top of her and kissed him deeply. He moved inside of her and she gapsed. He stopped for a moment and let out a soft moan. He started moving slowly. Long, deep thrusts. He was filling her completely. She had never felt anything like it. Soon, he picked up speed. Tracy wrapped her legs around him, enabling Dean to move deeper inside of her. His thrusts became harder and he moved faster. He felt Tracy tighten around him as she was coming again. He didn’t last much longer and he released himself deep inside of her, letting out a loud groan. They lay still for a moment, catching their breaths. Dean softly kissed her on the lips, rolled off of her and threw the condom in the bin next to the night table.

They lay still for a while. Tracy’s head rested on his chest. His arm was wrapped around her shoulders.

After a while, Tracy raised her head and looked at him. “I want you to know that I normally don’t do this,” Tracy said. “I mean, I don’t even know you and I don’t want you to think that I’m ...”

Dean silenced her by placing a kiss on her lips. He ran his fingers through her soft curly hair once more.

“I’m not thinking anything and besides, it was good, right?”

“Right,” Tracy said.

“So,” Dean said. “My brother is not going to be here tonight. Wanna bet some more?”

At that, Tracy laughed and leaned in for another kiss. It was going to be a long hot night.
 
 
 
 

21st-Jul-2009 11:24 am - Be Careful What You Wish For
Firefly

Be Careful What You Wish For

River crept up the stairs onto the bridge. It was the third watch of the night, and as a result, the whole crew was asleep, including Wash, who was on duty, sitting in the pilot’s chair. She peeked a bit, and then nudged him into a deeper, quieter sleep. He slumped further down into his chair in response.

Quiet. Even in the black, it was a precious commodity, and ever since she had come to herself – as much as she ever would – she treasured the quiet she could find. It gave her time to think without the noisy thoughts of the crew pressing on her skull. Even now, she could hear Mal’s dreams – a grimy, tense search through rubble and rock to find something important, he just didn’t know what it was. Closing her eyes and concentrating for a moment, she pushed just a little, and in his dreams, Mal found what he’d so desperately been looking for – a slip of paper with a set of coordinates and an account number written on it. Now, they would be safe. Now, the Alliance couldn’t touch him or the rest of the crew. With a slow, deep breath, he rolled over in his sleep, more relaxed than he’d been in years, and in his dream, he was back on Shadow, watching his mother’s herd of horses crop spring grass, holding that slip of paper in his hands.

It wasn’t a miracle. Simon had been searching for nearly three years now for something, anything to help River reconnect with herself and the world around her. The breakthrough had come when he finally realized that he’d no need to make her permanently better. All he needed was to put things in order long enough for River to sort out the problem herself. It had been little enough at first – the right drug combination, a field modulator that delicately adjusted the timbre of her brain’s electro-magnetic field, and such – but it provided nearly two hours of lucid thought. It was enough for River to review the scans Simon had taken of her at Ariel, enough for her to suggest a further course of treatment. That had built on the first treatment, giving her almost half a day. Then it was three days, and then a week, and then, after six months of constant battling, bruises on the insides of her elbows from all the blood drawings, the migraines, the auditory hallucinations, the occasional complete breakdown, she had located a neurosurgeon who not only could do the work she specified, but wasn’t beholden to the Alliance, and was willing to deal honestly with two fugitives.

Simon had been tense almost to the point of splintering. It was Mal who’d seen the sense in it, and Inara who’d provided the contact. Now, here she was, two weeks after the operation, and for the first time in five years, it was quiet. The thoughts in her head resonated in one direction or another, but only briefly, and only to the depth that she required. Now, her senses no longer crowded in on her until she felt as though her mind might collapse into a singularity. She would never again take for granted the tidy way her mind and memory could grasp any problem, disassemble it, and plug the answers she liked into the appropriate holes.

Especially now. There was so much work to be done.

Sitting in the copilot’s chair, she pulled up the Cortex on the auxiliary screen. With a few hundred key strokes, she hacked into the system logon file and created a false user ID with thirteen different aliases that gave her access to the MedAcad, Companion Guild, Blue Sky Corporation, and every level of the Alliance military grid. She had a list of specific goals. They would take time and effort to accomplish, but it had been a long, long time since she’d enjoyed any sort of a challenge.

First and foremost was to protect Serenity and her crew. Inside of five minutes, she’d eliminated every flag and search reference to the ship or suspected activities by ships of its class. She pulled up the dossiers on each of the crew members. Mal’s was lengthy and tagged ten ways from Sunday. Zoe’s was only tagged six ways from Tuesday. Wash’s was short and unfairly dismissive; Jayne’s was limited to a small paragraph that summed him up as strong, stupid, and scary. Book’s was by far the most interesting. There were more than a few facts for River to file away and use at a later day. Inara’s was second only to Book’s, especially since the debacle that had lead to her expulsion from the Companion Guild and the warrant for her arrest on murder and conspiracy charges. Kaylee’s file was almost non-existant, just a note that she was a gifted mechanic and could be counted on to fold during combat. Simon’s and her own were, of course, required reading.

Shifting her user mode to one that mimicked the top level of the Alliance Freedom Taskforce, she deleted a few items here, fudged a few items there, and then added a tap note so that the next time any Alliance stooge pulled up the files, they would get a short warning that hindering Serenity or her crew in any way would result in the kind of penalties that made Core magistrates flinch and consider changing careers. She then altered the sigline and buried it under three layers of code, so that any curious soul would be brought to the distinct impression that the someone who’d placed that tap note could give the Prince of Darkness a run for his money. Any sensible fed would quickly butt out, sensing that their life expectancy would be much more reasonable if they let well enough alone.

Done with that, she smiled a bit, checked on Wash, who was happily dreaming of dinosaurs and jet packs, and went on to the next line of business. It was nice how tidily things fit in to one another, and nice how well she could do her job. First, she could avenge Inara’s loss, then Mal and Zoe’s, then Simon’s, then Book’s. The Blue Sun Corporation was the key, of course. They had fingers reaching into every facet of life in the ‘verse. That covert arm of the Alliance government – rather, it was more accurate to say that the Alliance government was the public front of Blue Sun – had corrupted the Companion’s Guild, the MedAcad, the colony and the core worlds. It was a real-life hydra, and would respond in the same manner to an open attack.

She could see the paths of her plan branching out in front of her, the work that would take only a few weeks to accomplish, the strategy that would take months to lay out the groundwork, the results that would take years, perhaps decades to come to fruition. Under the noses of those who’d chosen to make her what she was today. That was the most delicious part. By the time she was done, they would be humbled, powerless, and suspect, but never know for sure, that it was her doing. By the time she was done, the colony worlds would have their independence. By the time she was done, the Alliance would be dismantled and sold as junk.

The first part, she knew, could be completed from this very seat. There were people to contact, false accounts to create, subtle machinations in the currency and stock exchanges, quiet little backdoors to build. Other parts, within the next four months, would require that she leave Serenity for some time. She would have to prepare Simon for that. When she was done with Ariel, Persephone, Osiris, Shang Ko, and Sihnon, she could return to the ship and stay there for at least a year. The results of her work, she knew, would affect tens of billions of people. There would be at least five major famines once Alliance protected trade routes were disrupted and the Core worlds no longer received the food stuffs produced by the colonies. There would also be scores of assassinations, hundreds of minor military skirmishes, and three pandemics of one sort or another, the Reavers would expand for a few years and then be snuffed out. The numbers were sobering, but from her calculations, far, far less than the consequences of letting Blue Sun continue their good work.

The neurosurgeon had a little talk with her when she’d come out of anesthesia. Parts of her brain, he’d explained, could never be fixed. Some centers, especially portions of the prefrontal cortex, were either stripped away entirely or devoted to new activities that could not be changed. The difference, he said, was that she lacked one specific executive function – a conscience. She was, for all intents and purposes, a sociopath. He explained this to her, because he was painfully aware that she would most likely come to the conclusion that she was better off with him dead, considering how much he knew of her. He’d gone on to explain many logical reasons why it was really better that she let him live, even though he knew with a little mental effort, she could have caused the walls of his cerebral arteries to burst, killing him in a few messy seconds.

He didn’t have to worry. She knew what she was and why. She had been intended to be a tool – a very powerful tool for a very specific purpose. But she was a tool with a mind of her own, and she refused to do the work intended for her. As for a conscience, she told him, she did have one. His name was Simon. And Mal. And Zoe, Inara, Kaylee, Book, Wash, and Jayne. She didn’t even have to ask. She knew exactly what each accepted or found repugnant. Each had their own quirk, their own eccentricy. The eight added together gave her one powerful take on the ‘verse.

And that was enough for now. Maybe forever.

She scratched her nose and started the procedure of logging off from the Cortex, burying her electronic footprints so that any security grunt who checked her activities would find only a trail of distasteful pornographic images leading back to the commanding officer of the Dortmunder. That would teach him to call Serenity a pile of junk. Wash snorted, jerking awake from his sleep just as she blanked the screen.

“Hey, didn’t hear you come up,” he smiled, trying to get the crick out of his neck.

In a short moment, as she tilted her head to one side and drew her feet up under her, she considered a few options. Lucid, prophetically profound, blank, or totally wacko. In the end, she decided on mildly disturbing.

“The stirrup, anvil, and hammer magnify oscillations of sound waves and are the smallest bones in the human body.” She stood up, bent over and gave Wash a kiss on the forehead. “Dream of combative stegasauri.”

Wash was still open-mouthed with puzzlement as she trotted down the stairs.

“Hey, how did you know about the stega- oh, never mind. Weird kid,” he muttered to himself.

2nd-Jun-2008 12:23 pm - 10 MINS
 

Imagine a cool evening in the summer when the sun is about to set and the day's heat is breaking. You are in a green park with a small pagoda for concerts and, in the distance, fields for playing soccer and open spaces for kite flying. Beyond sight, a fountain sprays its water into the air, and maybe if the world is quiet enough and you listen very hard you can just hear it from where you now sit. The park is looped by a well-laid white sidewalk along which old women walk slowly talking with their friends, young couples stroll with their children, and triathletes with well-toned bodies run past them all as they dream of finishing the Ironman. Not a hundred feet beyond the sidewalk's edge lay the beaches of Waikiki with its small surf washing the feet of tourists and locals alike, while the ever-hopeful surfers out in the distance wait for the perfect swell.

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It takes a little more effort when you get to 32 to keep the body you want. I remember eating anything I wanted to a decade ago, but now that just doesn't work. To stay in shape I swim early in the morning at my favorite beach, and then twice a week I go for a run in the evening, when the sun is going down and the air is cool. Besides keeping my stomach flat, I treasure these times most of all for the clarity they bring to my mind. When I'm in stride, it's hard to worry about the day's little problems.

My little adventure started at mile 3. That's where the sidewalk loops around a hedge and merges with a path from the opposite direction. I turned the corner and was immediately faced with a sight to behold. She was jogging in a pair of tiny red running shorts that hung so low on her hips you knew she shaved part of herself. On top she was adorned with a charcoal gray athletic bra that her bosom filled out nicely. She was taller than me – maybe 5'9" or 5'10" – and had her long black hair in a ponytail that bounced with each step. Her body was long and lean and yet curved. These were all the details I could catch as I ended up a couple steps ahead of her on the path.

I kept jogging, but my sweat-induced meditation was broken, because all I was thinking of now was her. I wanted to look again, but didn't want to blatantly turn my head and stare. I just continued running, hearing her footsteps behind mine and feeling her presence. I wondered if she was even looking at me. Was I worth looking at in my dark blue athletic shorts? Would she notice my flat stomach exposed by my short t-shirt? Or was she looking up my legs to my rear, watching it move beneath the fabric? I knew the answer was "no". After all, the chances of her also being a lesbian were low, and I was about 10 years older than her to boot.

I finally turned my head slowly to see her again. As I did, she looked me right in the eyes and smiled, not 3 feet behind me. I turned my head back immediately, my cheeks turning crimson.

She had caught me checking her out.

She was just running along, listening to the I-Pod strapped to her right arm, and she'd gotten caught behind an older woman whom she was too polite to pass and who was eyeing her. I didn't turn my head again and decided to run a little faster.

I don't know why I sped up. Was it to get away from her? Maybe I wanted to show I could still hang with her 22 year old body. For whatever reason I did it, I could still hear her behind me. Her long legs were taking fewer steps than mine, but they didn't seem to be getting any further away or closer. I sped up again.

My legs were beginning to feel a slight burn as I lifted my knees higher, moving faster down the sidewalk. I could feel more sweat on my body being met by the cool air breezing past. My t-shirt was getting damp; my breaths were deeper, more controlled. However, my body kept up the pace, and the feeling of the surprising power tingled through me. Yeah, I still had it.

But I could still feel her footsteps. In fact, they sounded closer than before. She must be right there. Right at my hip.

I sped up again. The pace was now beginning to take real effort. My mind and body began to focus. I spoke inwardly to myself. Breathe. Keep your body relaxed. Feel your feet hitting the pavement.

But her footsteps echoed in my mind.

I finally turned my head to find her not one pace behind me. She was just as beautiful as I was imagining her. She grinned at me and then suddenly put on a burst of speed, pulling even with me.

So that's how it was going to be?! I sped up too, keeping pace with her. We were both breathing hard. "Race you to the fountain," she threw at me in one breath, and then took off, leaping ahead of me. Well, fuck.

I wasn't going to be outdone that easily! I shifted my body into overdrive and we were flying. I hadn't run so fast in years. Not with such delight. And I was immediately next to her again, actually pulling ahead. She looked at me, this time not with a smile as much as shock, and sped up too, finally putting her true abilities to the test. We were running side-by-side as fast as we could down the track. Soon it was hard to tell who was ahead though, as we had to dodge people, getting around the stroller, the woman with the small dog. I was going as fast as I possibly could.

My body felt so alive. My blood rushed through my body warming me before the cool air cooled me back down. But in the back of my mind was always her. I was going to give her everything I had. Wipe that smile off her face. Oh, but what a smile it was and how beautiful she looked when she wore it.

The fountain was in sight now. My lungs and heart were beginning to tire. After all, it was a mile to the fountain from her challenge and we weren't pacing it. We came together again on the sidewalk still side by side. I stole a glance at her, and she was completely focused. I wanted to bump her, not so I could win, but so I could touch her. I got my mind quickly off of her and back on winning.

There's a time to think with your heart and a time to let your mind get what your heart wants.

Everything else faded. I just saw the fountain ahead and heard her deep full breaths next to me. I concentrated on my legs and just moved them a little faster than I thought I could. The fountain was almost there.

She was right by me.

Faster. Just a little faster...

I heard the sound of the water, the sound of her breath.

Almost. . . there. . .

Move it, M-Y!

Slap! My hand touched the concrete of the fountain.

I had won.

Wow, I had won!!

"I can't believe you beat me!" she yelled.

I didn't answer. I just walked in circles trying to get my breath back. Damn, my body was bursting. My lungs had never worked so hard, but I hadn't felt so elated in months.

"I can't believe you beat me!" she yelled again, trying to regain her voice between deep breaths. "You're amazing." Deep breaths.

I knew I wasn't supposed to, but I couldn't help but grin.

"I've never run so hard," she continued. "My body is burning up."

"Same here," I replied. What an idiot. My first words to this angel were "same here"?

"When you sped up the second time in front of me..." she paused for a deep breath. "I just had to race you. I was sure I was going to win."

"Why's that?" I asked.

"Leg length. Long legs," she explained, kicking them out to explain. "And I run everyday."

"I really wanted to win." I was still walking, my lungs beginning to relax.

"I can tell." She extended her hand and smiled again. Oh, that smile. "Congratulations."

"Thanks. And thanks for daring me. I haven't run like that in years."

She laughed. "You're welcome. I'm just kinda competitive."

"I'm not. Usually."

"Why so competitive this time?"

I blushed, unable to think of an answer I dared confess. She looked even better now. Little beads of sweat covered her lean body. I wanted to watch them glide down her smooth, muscled abdomen. Oh, how the water reflected the sun on her golden skin. "I don't know," I said, turning redder again.

She looked at me and her cheeks became pink as well. "You're amazing," was all she said. Was she checking me out? Her eyes seemed to wander along my legs. I couldn't blush any harder at this point. "I'm Susana. Susana Kim," she said.

"M-Y."

There was that look again I've been hit on enough to catch the glances, but I knew there was no chance I had just gotten in a race with the world's hottest lesbian. I bottled up the hopes and pushed them back down. Instead, I merely pointed at the sidewalk to indicate I wanted to keep walking with her.

"Do you jog here a lot?" she asked.

"Twice a week."

"Four times here, but usually mid-morning. I had to change times today."

I looked up to see the red glow of a sunset as the sun disappeared behind the mountains to the west. The surfers were packing their boards up to call it a night. I loved this time. "Isn't it too hot then?"

"I like the sun on my skin."

And my tongue? I wanted to ask, but kept silent. I finally got out, "Do you go to the University?"

"Graduated a couple of years ago, which was a bit early. You?"

"10 years ago."

She seemed to stumble a little. "What? At 15?"

"Very funny."

"No really."

"At 22."

"Huh. I was debating if you were 25 or 26 when I was running behind you."

"You're very kind," I managed.

"Maybe you just have a great ass."

I couldn't help but raise my eyebrows at that. She saw my expression and giggled. "Oh well! I knew you'd be straight, but I had to test it. Don't take offense."

My heart started thumping. And I thought it was beating hard when I was running! That was nothing compared to this. When running, I made my mind focus on the task at hand. But now, when my angel was hitting on me, I couldn't think clearly at all.

I lowered my head and then quietly said, "Actually, I'm not."

She stopped in her tracks and turned to me. I just looked up at her with my hands on my knees still breathing. She seemed to be searching my eyes for something. I watched a droplet of sweat roll along the curve of her neck.

"Not what?" she asked. I don't think she believed what I'd said.

"I'm not straight," I told her simply, raising my hands from my knees and walking beside her.

"Huh," she said and without a further word we started walking again.

"Does that surprise you?" I asked.

"I just don't trust my luck," she returned.

"We just met."

"I know."

"I love those red shorts, by the way," I said and felt my eyes twinkle with mischief.

"Oh?"

"Uh-huh."

"When you were running ahead of me, I absolutely hated your shorts."

I looked at my plain blue cotton running shorts that stopped about mid-thigh. She was right. They were kind of boring.

"Yeah, they were in the way of what I really wanted to look at," she finished.

Oh my, I thought. This was her second mention of my cute rear already. Maybe swimming was helping me out more than I realized.

"You're very forward," I replied.

"I know." She actually sounded a bit chastened. This woman was a really curious mix of self-confidence and sensitivity. "It gets me in trouble a lot."

I took her hand in mine. "I like it."

We walked in silence for a minute hand-in-hand. I felt drops of sweat from our arms periodically slide over our fingers and on to the sidewalk below. After a bit she quietly asked, "Are you seeing anyone?"

"No," I answered and felt my voice break. I could sense our hands slowly caressing one another, unable to stop our bodies from touching. "You?" I asked.

"Uh-uh."

We continued walking. Our blood was pumping through our bodies, heating us up. I love good exercise.

Our hands began to wander more. Her hand would grasp mine as if she intended to not let it move, but then it would move beyond her control and touch the slip of stomach that my top didn't cover. My hand also moved of its own accord along her back before I took it away again. But when the hands were together, they kept sliding up and down one another, unable to stay still.

"Where are you going now?" she asked.

"Car lot by the beach. You?"

"Bus."

"Oh. That's just past, right?"

"Yes."

I noticed our breathing getting shallower. The tension between the two of us was becoming unbearable.

"M-Y?"

"Yes?"

"I'm leaving the islands next week. Grad school at Berkeley."

I closed my eyes, not letting the information overwhelm me. There goes another one, I thought.

"Unless you don't want me to go," she continued.

I froze. In her sexual excitement, she was willing to give up Berkeley to pursue something with me, a woman she had just met. It was crazy! This was just lust, wasn't it? It wasn't logical for it to be anything more. I tried to calm the thoughts running through my mind. It was my job to be the older one here; to tell her what was proper.

I took both her hands in mine and leaned forward to kiss her lips tenderly. Our lips brushed against one another, warm and inviting. I felt her breath on my face as I moved my head back from the soft kiss.

"I feel the same way," I answered, "but you must go. It's not just feelings. There's all sort of other things in our lives we have to think about. I would be devastated to take you away from that. I am guessing it is something you have been working towards for years." She put her head down slowly. "I won't ask that of you," I insisted.

We started walking again. The sun was down now and fewer people were around. The heat of the day was gone, but I felt no relief at the moment, because my heart was on fire.

She leaned over as we walked and kissed the side of my face. "We have a week though."

I smiled. "Yes, we do."

"That's 188 hours."

"Mmm," I agreed. "I won't calculate the minutes."

"It's a lot."

"Yes, it is." Almost grinning now.

"You can do a lot in a week."

"You can do a lot in an hour with the right person."

"I have an hour right now," she said clutching my hand tight.

"I've got as many hours as you can give me," I let her know.

"I've wanted you since I saw your cute little butt in front of me." Her delightful aggressiveness was back.

"I thought you were a dream when you came around that corner."

"I have an idea," she said, pulling me towards the beach. I followed happily, not sure what she had in mind, but if she had any one of the thousands of ideas I had right then, then I was about to be the happiest woman on the planet. Half way there she stopped and unlaced her running shoes. I copied her and soon we were barefoot, walking, then skipping, then running hand in hand through the grass to the beach.

We hit the beach laughing. I pulled her into the ocean, the cool water lapping at our ankles and then turned to her again. Our lips met and this time there was no hesitation––only passion. Passion that we only had a week. Passion that we had just met. Passion that what we had hoped for on first sight was becoming reality. We held each other's hands, as our lips tasted one another, as if we might explore the other person's heart by exploring their bodies.

After several minutes we pulled back. I wanted her more than anything, but as I looked around, there were still many tourists along the beach. My dream of making love to her on the sand would have to wait. She saw me looking at the interfering tourists and smiled. "Remember, I had an idea. Follow."

She led me a little ways down and then began to ascend the steps of one of the orange lifeguard stations.

The steps lead up to a flat second floor where the lifeguard would sit to watch the swimmers. Behind that flat area were two doors not three feet tall that closed off a small space behind it that was semi-private. It wasn't locked and Susana pulled me into the little room.

"People can see us," I told her.

"Not if we lay on the floor," she responded with a grin and lay back on to the wooden planks, holding her arms out for me. I looked out to see some people strolling a little ways away. I wasn't really an exhibitionist! Then I looked down at her looking up at me hopefully, and there was no way I was passing this up. I descended to the floor on top of her and our lips met again. This time we kissed in earnest.

Her mouth was wider than mine and she covered me with it. I searched for her tongue, finding it and taking it into my mouth sucking it into me. Oh what heaven. I felt her tongue moving against my lips moving from side to side. I ran my fingers through her hair as I sucked her mouth, and then our tongues met and wrestled again for victory. I quickly licked her face with my tongue, licking the sweat from her silken skin, tasting her, letting the salty feel of her linger on my tongue. I was still staring at her golden face, when she too attacked me with her mouth. We started to struggle over who would lick the other's skin next. I wanted to giggle as our competitive spirit came alive again in this new fashion. Our hot breath mingled in the small space between us. I could feel the air from her body dallying around my mouth, nostrils, and eyes before I breathed it inside of me, taking a further piece of her into me. We grinned as we both tried to dodge the other's tongue in order to lick our partner's face. I went for her nose when she got me on the chin. She got her tongue on one of my eyelids and laughed at my reaction. But while her happy voice rang out, I made my move and got a tickling lick on each side of her mouth. She touched at the places I had licked with her hands, while still smiling at me. All I could see was her smile and her shining white teeth.

She suddenly grabbed my head so I couldn't move and then moved her face up to lick my forehead.

"Hey, no fair!" I complained. And then I saw her inviting neck and covered it with my mouth, licking her salty skin, still covered in sweat. She moaned lightly at this new sensation. "Never mind," I said as I continued to run her tongue around her neck.

"Oh, I am so gonna make you orgasm first," she claimed.

You can never hear that too much, I thought.

"Oh, really?" I said, and pulled her ear lobe between my lips, at the same time placing my hand between her thighs, rubbing lightly.

She let out a squeak and then her breaths became very shallow as I continued rubbing her through those tiny red running shorts. The first sensation was the slickness of the material. The second was the feel of her outer labia through the fabric. Then after just a second, it was the slow warmth emanating from her, seeping into my hand. She was hot, steaming. I started to notice the smell in the air from her. I closed my eyes, smelling the sex, smelling her body, a body that was excited about, of all things, me.

Soon, she recovered enough to say, "Uh huh, I am," and pushed her hand down my own shorts, finding my pussy under the soaked panties.

I gasped as her fingers pressed against my wet insides and said, "We shouldn't do too much." Both of us were breathing hard as we touched each other. "I'm very loud," I explained. "I say things I shouldn't."

She started licking around my ear now, as she rubbed my panties into me. "Well, then, this time, be quiet, or we'll have to put something in your mouth."

I pushed away from her and sat up so that I was straddling her hips. I took the hand that had been touching me and pulled it up to my face. "Something like this?" I asked and sucked three of her fingers into my mouth.

Her face took on the loveliest little pout that said, "Oh, I didn't expect something that good" and watched me, as I licked up and down her fingers.

"Talk about hot," she said, closing her eyes and concentrating on the warm feel of my mouth on her fingers. "That run, you, and now this." I said nothing and only licked her palm with my tongue and then began to nibble down her arms until my body was folded over hers, our breasts touching. "C'm here," she said and started kissing me again.

When we started kissing, her arms were wrapped around me, holding me tight, but after a little while I felt her hands beginning to creep around my body with more purpose. They slid along my back on the exposed skin and then underneath my shirt, pushing the fabric up as they moved so that soon my entire back was exposed to the sea air. On one side of me was her warm, soft body, beckoning me closer; on the other a cool ocean breeze was trying to make my skin erupt in goose bumps. Her fingers traced along my spine and then in circles, but they weren't satisfied yet. She slid them down my back, as we kept kissing, to my rear, slipping under my shorts and under my panties, cupping and squeezing me in both hands.

"I want you like I haven't wanted anyone," she exclaimed and suddenly pushed my panties and shorts down my hips so that 2/3 of my ass was in the open. Then her fingers were slipping between my cheeks. It felt so good.

"If you are gonna do that, get that bra of yours off," I told her in response. She nodded and pushed me up and off of her. I sat in this small, public lifeguard station with my shorts bunched around the top of my thighs and my shirt over my breasts, and watched her begin to strip. She sat up and pulled the sweat-covered gray athletic bra over her head, revealing her full bosom that I had noticed at first glance. I couldn't believe I was with someone with a body like this. My eyes walked up her long legs that reached towards me, over her curved hips, in towards her long perfectly shaped abs, up to her full breasts with dark, brown, wide nipples that were erect and waiting for me, and finally up her long neck to her soft wet lips that I had been exploring for the last while.

And she was smart and playful to go with it. Damn. Of course, with a body like that she could've had me if she was a royal bitch. I was twice lucky, I guess

I saw that she was watching me with that little naughty smile of hers. She pointed at my t-shirt. "Off."

I quickly tossed my t-shirt and bra to the side and began crawling towards her. But she wagged her finger from side to side at me and teased, "Not yet...." Her finger moved down and pointed at the shorts hanging at the bottom of my hips. I looked at them bunched around me, my black pubes just poking out, then back at her.

"You first," I said and then leaped forward grabbing her tiny shorts and yanking them down her body and off those long legs. She had on a pair of light pink cotton panties underneath them that were soaked through in the crotch. I stared at her for a bit, and not taking my eyes off her, pulled my shorts and panties off, pushing them away with my feet.

"You're amazing," she said.

"Shhh..." I replied and pointed at the open space not two feet above our heads. "That's the third time you've said that today," I whispered to her, crawling naked towards her. "I think you like me," and as I said this I indicated her wet panties.

She looked at herself and smiled again. Then she began pushing the panties down those forever legs as she said, "I've been that way since I saw you."

"Oh, really?" I asked teasingly.

"Yeah. Watching your tight buns in those shorts and the muscles in those slim legs. I was moist in seconds."

I loved talk like this. "That's very naughty of you," I replied.

"Mmm. Maybe you should come a little closer and see what I do when I really like someone."

I crawled to her and slid my body up the length of hers, our two wet sweaty bodies sliding with ease against one another. I stopped when my lips were just an inch from hers.

"Don't move," she whispered. Then she started to wiggle down my body underneath me on my hands and knees until my right breast dangled above her mouth. "Don't you ever move," she said again and her tongue came out. She began circling my breast, licking around it over and over, then spiraling up to my nipple. My nipples were harder than I had seen them in a long, long time, and she took advantage of the fact. Her little tongue came out and started licking back and forth across it.

What a woman I was with.

Her tongue flicked back and forth along each nipple and she ran her fingernails along my sides. I let out a moan before I could stop myself.

"Shhh," she reminded me, then suddenly sucked my breast into her mouth. I closed my eyes and just concentrated on the feel of her mouth on my breast. It became harder and harder to be quiet with every move of her tongue. She bit lightly on the other nipple before sucking it in to her delicious mouth as well. Then she was kissing down my stomach. Her tongue entered my navel, exploring each part of me. This has always turned me on, and I could feel the wetness in my pussy growing and growing.

"I am gonna make you feel soooo good, Susana," I moaned as she inched further down, kissing the soft black hairs.

"I know, M-Y," she said, matter of factly.

"No, you don't," I replied. "10 Minutes. Gonna show you some spots on your body that you've never dreamed of. You've never wanted to scream from someone licking your hip. 10 minutes from now."

Did I hear her gulp?

But she just said, "Is that so?" and pushed my thighs wider apart.

"Uh-huh," was all I could get out.

"That's very––" and here she kissed my labia once then twice and continued, "intriguing, M-Y."

"Oh wow," I moaned and my head collapsed on the floor so that only my ass was high in the air, straddling this goddess's face.

"You like that," she said and slipped her tongue inside my lips, licking back and forth slowly.

I let out a moan again.

"Shhhh," she said and pulled my pussy lips apart with her hand. A single wet finger started to trace around the inner and outer lips.

"You are such a tease," I told her.

"No, I'm not," she said. "Cause I am so gonna eat you out."

I almost came as soon as she said it. The muscles in my thighs began quivering and I think I whimpered.

"Oh, M-Y," she moaned up to me, seeing how close I was, how hot she had made me barely touching me. "I really hope you are multi-orgasmic," and as soon as she said this, she pulled me hard onto her face and her tongue pushed into me.

I cried out before I could stop myself. I knew I had to be quieter, so I pushed my forearm into my mouth, trying not to bite myself.

She didn't "shhhh" me this time. Her full concentration was on making me scream. In and out, her tongue moved, the top of her face and her nose sliding against my clit in a perfect rhythm. I rubbed myself against her, totally out of control. She seemed to be alternating between fucking me with her tongue all bunched up and licking up and down my folds. It was so hard to tell what she was doing, I only know how it felt, and all I can say is that she won this competition. I was gonna cum first. With a muffled cry into my arm I was cumming and cumming hard. The muscles in my body were all contracting at once, while my legs collapsed under me. I could feel the muscles around my pussy squeezing again and again. It was like electricity was shooting from my clitoris throughout my body, rendering me helpless.

But as my body lost control, I felt her trying to prop me up, get my knees under me again, pushing my body to a position she needed it in. "Hold on, M-Y, I'm not done yet."

I wanted to cry. I didn't know if I could handle more of the best thing I had ever experienced.

I felt her lips sucking one of my labia, pulling it into her mouth. I think that's what it was. I wish I could see her. And then it was the other lip. I took my arm from my mouth to see if I had teeth marks from trying to contain myself. I did, but I hadn't broken my skin. Suddenly, her mouth broke contact with me. I heard another "shhhh" from between my thighs. "People outside are close," she whispered up to me.

I listened without moving and did hear a couple voices. Sounded like a couple. Were they walking past, as I hoped, or lingering? How close were they? It seemed they were talking about their flight over. Bumpy.

But as I listened to them, Susana started again. Her tongue was licking up and down the length of my pussy, from my clit down to my ass and back, again and again. I was being eaten out while people discussed their in-flight movie near me.

What had I gotten myself into?

Susana's lips curled around my clit, sucking it, and I didn't care anymore. I immediately muffled myself in my arm again and did everything I could not to make a peep. Was I gonna cum again while some woman I had never seen complained about the layover at LAX? Would she hear the floorboards squeaking as Susana worked under me? Would this woman hear the laps of Susana's tongue on my soaking pussy? The sloppy, slushing sounds of our sex?

Susana didn't seem to care.

I cared, but I couldn't stop. I didn't want this to ever stop.

I was close, and just in time the voices started fading, passing away from our stand. Susana was sucking my clit now. Constant, repeated, gentle pleasures that mounted on one another inside me. The woman knew what she was up to. Again. Again. More and more. Her long arms were wrapped around my ass, holding me down. Her warm mouth between my legs. Her soft lips on my little nub. She was so beautiful. So beautiful. Oh god. Oh god. I didn't deserve. Fuck. Fuck. Oh. Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. More. More. Let me speak, I wanted to cry out. I wanted. I wanted. Fuckkkk!! My body flew over the edge twice as hard as before.

My pussy walls were clenching; my thighs quivered. I fell hard into the floor, losing control of my body, collapsing on my angel. I heard an almost animal groan coming from my mouth into my arm as I came and came. My mound was soaking wet. Oh wow....

I rolled over on to the floor, my eyes closed, my mouth still biting on to my forearm. Aftershocks kept hitting me and my hips would pulse upwards. I felt her hand tracing my stomach and without looking or opening my eyes, I shook my head, taking my arm from my mouth. "Please––" I struggled to breathe. "Let me––" Breath. "Come back to earth."

Ohhhhhh. What had she done to me?

Eventually, my heart slowed. I hadn't opened my eyes, but I could feel her lying next to me, not touching me as I had asked.

"Thank you," I said still out of breath.

She didn't say anything for a second. Then she quietly whispered, "You're welcome." I smiled. What else do you say? Did she think I was a freak, coming like that?

I slowly opened my eyes and saw something I will never forget. Her head was next to mine raised up by her elbow on the ground. She was looking at me with an emotion in her eyes I had never seen in another, but I had felt it before. It's how I used to look at my old partner before she left, when I thought the world had stopped for me. There was a tear rolling down her cheek, rolling through all the wetness on her face that I knew came from inside my body.

I looked at her.

Could I honor this emotion? Was I strong enough? Had Susana's heart chosen wisely? Where was she coming from that she could feel like this so quickly? About me?

"I lied to you," I said.

Her breath seemed to catch. Her cheeks turned crimson. I wondered what she thought I was going to say. Had her eyes gone to my hand looking for a ring?

"I told you 10 minutes."

"10 minutes?" she asked.

"I said in 10 minutes I'd show you spots you never knew you had."

"I remember."

I kissed her forehead, looked at her, and then kissed her cheek, a cheek covered in sweat and tears and the moisture that came from inside me.

"It's gonna take a lot more time."

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Bisexual Party

Cordelia Chase walked quietly inside Angel Investigations. She walked until she came near Doyle's quarters. Alan Francis Doyle was a mystery to her. He was half human and half demon. His demonic half was known as the Brachen. The Brachen were fierce fighters and well-known shapeshifters. Doyle was the agent of the Powers That Be who helped Angel. Angel was the vampire with a soul who came to Los Angeles seeking redemption.

The good-guy vampire Angel was once known as the Scourge of Europe, back in his days as Angelus. Angel came to the small town of Sunnydale in California where he met Buffy Summers, the Slayer. The Slayer was the one woman in all the world born with the supernatural talent for tracking down and killing vampires. Angel and Buffy fell in love. Cordelia was friends with Buffy.

When high school ended, Cordelia went to Los Angeles and tried to become an actress. She found Angel there and they became friends. Now, she was helping him on his mission of redemption. Cordelia liked Angel but she also liked Doyle. This was the reason why she was spying on him right now. Cordelia snuck around and peered into the room. What she saw amazed her.

Angel was leaning against the wall, his eyes closed. He was getting serviced by a man. Doyle himself. Doyle was on his knees, sucking on Angel's cock. Doyle sucked his cock and licked his balls. Angel moaned in pleasure. Cordelia watched, shocked. She had always wondered about Angel. He was such a fine guy and yet, often, women left him cold. He didn't seem to like them all that much. Maybe he was bisexual. She had proof now. He was getting serviced by Doyle. Great, Doyle was either gay or bisexual himself. Cordelia couldn't believe it. She just watched as Doyle bent over on the bed and Angel came up behind him. Angel rubbed his cock against Doyle's butt and entered him with one firm thrust. Doyle moaned in pleasure. Angel held him by the hips and thrust into him, slamming his cock down that ass.

Cordelia watched as the two men went at it. The action was non-stop. She found herself oddly turned on by it. Angel was fucking Doyle's ass like he was drilling for gold. Doyle was screaming his head off as he got fucked. Angel slammed into him with energetic thrusts. Doyle jacked himself off as Angel fucked him. Angel and Doyle fucked for the better part of an hour and it ended with both men climaxing at the same time. It was awesome. Cordelia decided to get out of her hiding place as the two men lay on the bed, spent.

She wanted to get some. She hadn't had any sex in a long time. Angel clearly liked men but she knew that once he loved a girl named Buffy, maybe he wouldn't mind fucking a girl for a change. Maybe Doyle wouldn't mind some fish instead of the beef. If he was married and stayed married for a long time, he had to have some sexual attraction towards women. Bravely, Cordelia Chase stepped out of her hiding place.

"Can a girl get some of that?" she asked.

Angel and Doyle looked at her. They didn't seem surprised or embarassed.

"Ok." said Doyle. "If you want to get with us, we want both your holes." He looked at her. "Okay by you?"

Cordelia smiled, thrilled at the thought of two gorgeous men fucking her. "Sure." she said.

Angel stared at her. "Suck on this." he told her.

Cordelia knelt before him and obediently sucked his cock. She licked his balls and sucked on his dick. He slammed his cock down her throat. While sucking off Angel, Cordelia noticed Doyle coming up behind her. He caressed her sexy ass. "Nice." he told her.

Her mouth full of Angel's cock, Cordelia couldn't say anything. Doyle held her by the hips and entered her from behind with one firm thrust. Cordelia shook under the force of his thrusts. He slammed into her, hard and fast. Cordelia felt her hot pussy getting drilled by his hard cock and pushed back against him, driving him deeper inside her. He fucked her hard for a long time, then came inside her. At the same time, Angel came all over Cordelia's face and she drank all of his cum.

Angel positioned himself behind Cordelia. He caressed her smooth, sexy butt and then rubbed his cock against it. Cordelia purred and jiggled her sexy ass in anticipation. Meanwhile, underneath her, Doyle was thrusting into her pussy while firmly holding her by the hips. Angel rubbed his cock against Cordelia's pink little asshole, and pushed. Cordelia seemed to freeze when Angel's cock pushed into her asshole. He firmly grabbed her hips and thrust even further inside her.

Cordelia screamed as she experienced double penetration for the first time. The two men worked her up, slamming their hard cocks inside her holes and drilling into her sexy flesh. Cordelia was bouncing up and down on Doyle's cock while Angel thrust into her asshole. She felt like she was being torn in half but found the sensation overwhelmingly pleasurable. They went at it like this for quite some time before they exploded simultaneously inside her. They filled her pussy and asshole with their hot cum. Cordelia screamed as she climaxed.

They pulled out of her and she rolled on the bed for awhile before resting on her back. Her sexy body was covered with sweat. She looked at her lovers, the two gorgeous men who had brought her such pleasure. They were hot as hell. Great bodies. Great faces. Big Dicks. Sparkling personalities. Super powers. Those guys had it all. She told herself that it wouldn't be the last time they would all fuck each other's brains out like this. She never knew that such well-endowed men lived with her.

"Wanna go again?" she asked them. Cordelia looked at Angel and Doyle.

The vampire and the half-demon looked at each other and grinned. "Well, we're gonna need some lube." they said.

Cordelia grinned. "I know." She was gonna dazzle them with her insatiable sexual appetite. She had a feeling they were all gonna have so much fun together.

Note: you can tell I was bored...

The ship was silent and Simon sat alone. He was both physically and mentally exhausted. He had lost track of how long he been aboard Serenity evading the law with his sister. Nothing in his life had taught him to deal with this sort of existence. Even in an Alliance Hospital he still had adequate supplies and a home to go back to. Now he patches a crew of renegades with whatever is at hand and his room is tiny with only an uncomfortable bed to really call his own.

He sat at mess hall table (which due to the ramshackle nature of the crew also doubled as a briefing room) just enjoying the silence. His sister he had been assured would be with Zoë and Wash whilst they wandered the backwater planet on which they had landed. The rest of the crew had gone on a job and Inara was away on some far flung Alliance planet. Simon handed seemed wanted in either landing party, so he had offered to stay aboard to stay guard (although even he knew he wouldn't do much good if trouble arose.) He took his plate over to the sink when he heard Serenity huge airlock doors open and Kaylee's beautiful voice echo through the ship.

"Simon, hey there where 'bouts are you?" she called.

He half ran into the ships entrance desperate to see her face.

"Hi Kaylee" he called from rafters of the ships entrance. "what are you doing back?"

"Oh, capt'n didn't really need me and I just thought you could the company. Why aren't you happy to see me?" She said seemingly fearful of the response.

"No, no of course I am it's very thoughtful thank you Kaylee."

"No problem it's shiny."

Kaylee smiled a big beautiful smile and Simon's stomach jumped and bounded with an unexplainable happiness. His arms tingled and his heart pounded, she always had this effect on him. He stood silently then realised how long he had been intently staring at her and began to stammer out a sentence.

"Have you eaten... Erm I mean I can make you something... That is if you haven't... If you'd like."

She smiled that devastating smile again.

"Oh thanks Doc' but there was some cute little shops in the village market so I'm fine. Thanks for the offer though that was real kind."

Simon smiled awkwardly and pushed his hair back just so he had something to do with his hand.

"You can call me Simon, you know."

Kaylee seemed embarrassed this time and started to change the subject.

"Hope the Capt'n job goes well, I spent most of my cut at that market."

"On the meal?"

She giggled at the comment and indicated at the largish paper bag that she was carrying"

"No silly, they had the loveliest trinkets and dresses. I decided to treat myself."

"I can think of no one more deserving of a treat"

Kaylee's body didn't know what to make of this compliment and so giggled and blushed simultaneously.

"Can I see or..."

"Yeah, 'course Doc. But can we take them to my room. The cargo hold isn't exactly the best place for show and tell."

Simon agreed with this (mainly as excuse to get into Kaylee's room and they both set of. She seemed to be consumed with a childlike glee as she half danced to her room. Simon just followed behind marvelling at her.

When they arrived Simon stood in the doorway before being quickly told to sit down. Simon sat down on Kaylee's (decidedly more comfortable) bed and prepared to see what Kaylee had splashed out on. He loved being here it had an eclectic decoration with trinkets and strange objects that Kaylee had obviously collected from her travels around the world. Although the reason he loved it the most was it smelled so much like Kaylee, he took a deep breath and smiled at her.

"Well I got this..." she said handing him a golden waving cat. "They said it was lucky"

She didn't wait for a response simply handed him another object this was a hand crafted wooden necklace. He let it run through his fingers into his other hand and told her truthfully it would look beautiful on her. She smiled her beautiful smile and got back to her bag.

"...And finally" she said in a mock award ceremony voice, and pulled out a long flowing dress embossed with patterned jewels. "It was in a thrift stall but this was so shiny I had to have it. I'll never get to wear it not much call for engineers in dresses."

"Kaylee" Simon said solemnly. "It's gorgeous it'll look great on you any occasion."

"Would you like to see it on?" She asked sheepishly.

"Of course, I'll leave whilst you change."

Kaylee grinned and jokingly pushed Simon's shoulder, he was embarrassed at how far back he leaned with such little force.

"You can stay, just close your eyes"

So he did he lay back on Kaylee's bed and slowly closed his eyes, knowing what a beautiful sight he was missing. It seemed like an eternity of rustling clothes but finally she was ready.

"Open 'em up." she said brightly.

Simon didn't waste any time in sitting up and gasping at the stunning visage he saw in front of him. She stood in the middle of the room looking magnificent in the dress. Her hair cascaded clumsily onto her shoulders and her eyes shone with brightly happiness. He stood up and marvelled at her in her new outfit. It was too small a room to walk around so Simon gently took her hand to spin her in the dress. His eyes never left her body as she spun and when she returned and her hair settled around her shoulders it crowded her face. His hand still lay in hers but he took his other and brushed her silky brown from her pretty face and let it lay behind her ears. Their eyes met and seemed magnetically drawn, neither could move. Simon said the only thing that was racing through his mind.

"You are the most beautiful girl in the 'verse"

It was Simon who moved first, one hand in hers and the other rested gently on her face. He slowly moved in seeing Kaylee close her eyes as he was about to kiss her. When their lips finally touched it was electric. He softly rested his top lip above hers and slowly they shifted to allow each others tongues to enter their mouths. Simon slid his hand to the back of Kaylee's head and slipped his fingers through her flowing, silky hair. Kaylee threw her arms over Simon's shoulders and pulled him into a deeper kiss. Their tongues entwined and explored the others neither had ever felt such pleasure. The kiss lasted a blissfully long time with each becoming more daring and sliding their hands around each others bodies. Simon wrapped his hands around Kaylee's slender waist as she ran her fingers down his back.

Eventually Kaylee broke the kiss (much to Simon's disappointment) and gently pushed him onto the bed. Simon wasn't disappointed for long however as Kaylee slid her hand behind her back and slowly unzipped her new dress. Simon waited in anticipation as Kaylee let the dress fall to the floor and stepped out of it with only her underwear covering her gorgeous body. As Kaylee approached him, Simon lay back on the bed and began to unbutton his shirt. Kaylee straddled him, only a thin layer of fabric between her and Simon. She finished the last couple of buttons as Simons hands returned to her waist. Kaylee made the move this time and moved her pretty mouth to his.

Neither could now could now control their passion as Simon's hands explored her slender body. Sliding up her soft thighs to her perfectly round ass finally settling on the clasp of her bra which he quickly unhooked. This seemed to encourage Kaylee more as she moved her hand to his trousers beginning to unbuttoning them. Simon shifted his weight and when Kaylee was finished he began to slide them off, complete with his underwear. Once he was naked they resumed kissing again with new found ferocity. Simon could feel Kaylee's large breasts against his chest, her erect nibbles occasionally rubbing across his own. He was also aware of his penis resting against her pussy as she slowly but firmly ground into him. Simon could feel how hot and wet she was, Kaylee had obviously wanted this for as long as him.

After a while of exploring every inch of his body Kaylee stopped and began to remove her panties throwing them to the floor when she was finished. She was more than ready to give herself to him and slid her hand down, gently taking his penis into her hand. She smiled when he shivered with pleasure at her touch and slowly lowered her soft pussy onto him.

The both gasped with pleasure. Simon panted at how tight her pussy felt, Kaylee loved how he filled her completely. After adjusting themselves to the intense pleasure, Kaylee began to buck against him which Simon followed with long forceful thrusts. Simon sat up a little and began to slid his tongue expertly around Kaylee's perfect nipples sometimes taking the breast into his mouth. He payed each breast equal attention and massaged the other with his hand rubbing the nipple in between his finger tips. Kaylee responded to this by bucking more forcefully and frantically, tightly gripping the headboard of her bed. She gasped, her breath were shallow and displayed the pleasure coursing through every inch of her body. Simon thrusts slid deep inside of Kaylee as sweat dripped from his body.

Simon took his hand from Kaylee's breast and moved to her gorgeous face. They made eye contact and began to passionately kiss. Simon never broke contact from the kiss as he moved his hands to her hips and flipped Kaylee onto her back. He kept kissing her perfect lips feeling her soft tongue move around his month as he moved into her with renewed intensity. Kaylee wrapped her long sexy legs around his back and began to gasp out even louder almost screaming. This spurred Simon on, he moved his penis into her as deep as he could before pulling back till he was barely inside of her, teasing her. She tried to use her legs wrapped around her back to force him back into her but Simon resisted. He held for a few seconds before thrusting back inside of her causing her to scream loudly with pleasure.

Kaylee was incredibly close to Cumming and she began to kiss and gently bite Simon's shoulders and neck. Occasionally sliding her tongue all the way to his ear causing him to gasp with pleasure. Meanwhile Simon's hands roamed Kaylee's perfectly formed body, his touch was driving her wild. Her body began to shake and Kaylee's legs pulled Simon in tight as they could. Simon thrusting became long and forceful, he knew he was close and so he placed a hand on Kaylee's face and kissed her. As soon as their tongues met both lovers reached orgasm. Kaylee gripped the bed covers as Simon held her close. She felt her pussy being filled with cum as her own orgasm still rocked her body Simon keeping her held tight.

They lay like that for a while holding each other whilst trying regain some of their energy. Both of them lay against each other gasping and aware of each others bodies against them. Simon began to run his fingers through her hair and arched his body so that he could she her beautiful face. She looked stunning and serene, her eyes showed the exhaustion that he himself felt. He smiled unable to find words to explain how he felt, Kaylee smiled back and put her hands to Simon's face feeling the heat radiate from him she moved forward and gently kissed his chest.

 

ALTON, Illinois (AP) -- Banished to the basement, the 29-year-old mother with a childlike mind and another baby on the way had little more than a thin rug and a mattress to call her own on the chilly concrete floor. Dorothy Dixon ate what she could forage from the refrigerator upstairs, where housemates used her for target practice with BBs, burned her with a glue gun and doused her with scalding liquid that peeled away her skin.

They torched what few clothes she had, so she walked around naked. They often pummeled her with an aluminum bat or metal handle.

Dixon -- six months pregnant -- died after weeks of abuse. Police have charged two adults, three teenagers and a 12-year-old boy with murder in the case that has repulsed many in this Mississippi River town.

"This is heartbreaking," police Lt. David Hayes said. "It was almost as though they were making fun of the abuse they were administering. This woman was almost like living in a prison."

Investigators put much of the blame on Michelle Riley, 35, who they said befriended Dixon but pocketed monthly Social Security checks she got because of her developmental delays.

Dixon saw little, if any, of the money, Hayes said. For months she weathered the torment to keep a roof over her head and that of her year-old son, who weighed just 15 pounds when taken into state custody after his mom’s death.

"I’ve never seen an almost conspiratorial effort by a group of people to continuously torture someone until she finally died, then not really show any remorse," Hayes said. "It was just a slow, torturous, tragic way to die. I highly doubt Dorothy Dixon even knew she was dying."

Riley, 43-year-old Judy Woods and three teenagers, including Riley’s 15-year-old daughter, LeShelle McBride, are charged with first-degree murder, aggravated and heinous battery, intentional homicide of an unborn child, and unlawful restraint. Riley’s 12-year-old son is charged as a juvenile.

Riley, her daughter, Woods and 16-year-old Benny Wilson have public defenders who did not immediately return messages for comment. An 18-year-old defendant, Michael Elliott, planned to get his own attorney, court records show.

All remain in jail on $1 million bond.

Messages left with a Chicago-area sister of Dixon went unreturned, but neighbors, Hayes and newspaper accounts offer a mosaic of the months leading to Dixon’s demise inside the small, white, blue-shuttered house.

Riley and Dixon, police said, had lived in Quincy, a Mississippi River town about 100 miles north of St. Louis, Mo. Quincy is where Riley worked as a coordinator for a regional center that helps the developmentally disabled with housing and other services. Dixon was a client.

For years, an impoverished Riley struggled raising her children. Her use of methamphetamine and cocaine brought drug convictions in 2002 and 2004. But with treatment and housing help from the Quincy YWCA, Riley put her life in order -- so much that in February of last year, the Quincy Herald-Whig did a story on her comeback.

Last summer, Dixon and Riley moved into the $800-a-month, three-bedroom rental in Alton about 15 miles north of St. Louis. From the start, neighbors Chad Hudson and Terri Brandt considered Riley trouble.

"Michelle was evil, vindictive. Manipulative," said Hudson, convinced the teenagers were Riley’s powerless minions.

"She was angry, vicious," added Brandt.

Riley considered Dixon her slave, making her rub Riley’s feet until Riley fell asleep and forcing her to run naked around the house when she got in trouble, the neighbors said.

"Being in their house was like being in a prison day room," Hudson said. "They just sat around the kitchen table and fought."

There was little question that Riley ruled the roost.

While doing fix-ups on the home last fall, landlord Steve Atkins saw Riley "barking orders" at the children and everyone else. Atkins joked to her whether he needed to call the Army and see if they wanted their drill sergeant back.

"She didn’t laugh about it at all," Atkins said. "Obviously, I hit a nerve."

Atkins said Dixon generally kept to herself "but was always nice when she spoke to you." He saw no hints she’d been suffering or tortured.

"I would have never, ever suspected something like this," he said. "It’s definitely shocking."

Police said Dixon was allowed out of the house but didn’t say under what conditions. Hayes didn’t know who the father of Dixon’s fetus is.

Hayes said things apparently came to a head Jan. 30, when investigators believe that Woods, during a dispute, beat Dixon on the head with an object Hayes wouldn’t identify. The next day Woods found her dead.

Hayes watched the autopsy and found her injuries disturbing. X-rays revealed roughly 30 BBs lodged in her. Deep-tissue burns covered about one-third of her body -- her face, her chest, her arms and feet -- and left her severely dehydrated. Her face and body showed signs of prolonged abuse. Many of her wounds were infected.

None of the injuries, Hayes said, proved singly fatal to Dixon. Her system already was taxed by her unborn baby.

"The autopsy sort of indicates her immune system just shut down," he said. "It was not capable of fending off any more."

In the rental home’s basement, Atkins said, he found spots of blood in a shower and tiny smears on the concrete floor, washer and dryer.

"It’s disgraceful the way this girl died, as kind and as sweet as this girl was," he said. "She didn’t deserve to die the way she did. It’s just terrible, senseless. It’s just a total shame

link: http://www.cnn.com/2008/CRIME/03/21/torture.slaying.ap/index.html

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